for me the fight isn't fair. i usually follow the hard way out, which gets me into pathways that are actually unreachable. still i try to reach them. it is quite stupid, don't you think?Originally posted by Tee
neither do I, but I am like that actually... I never ask myself "optimist or pessimist, what am I supposed to be?" I know what I am, but I try to fight it...
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Tee
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no, not at all, I always walk through thorns too, even where there aren't any, I search for them...
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to the next station: new experience. when you see there's nothing for you there, then you keep on going and try to find something for yourself behind the next corner. that's what life is about: perpetuum mobile, nothing else... everybody lives like that... but most people are not aware of it...
well this is not life. this is just survival. to get through to the next day is really easy. but what can man hope for? what he be afraid of even? maybe his ownself. ah! maybe i just want too many things of my life. after all, i am but a tiny little drop in a sea of endless faces. and my hopes may be annoying for the ones who are by me and other ppl. and who gives a sh*t anyway? i guess all that there is really to do is what you said. just walk to the next corner to see what's coming next. but i have the feeling that i know what's coming next: the next corner i have to walk to. tired of walking, still got to alway reach the next corner. to find that there is always one more pointless corner to reach, till i find what? who knows?
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not me... I am of those who headlessly wander through the world, just asking the people who pass by: "excuse me, could you tell me where's the next corner... I don't have an appointment, but I'm just courious about how it looks..."
to seek and to obtain knowledge of life is really good. but if your search so far has come up with dissapointment 90%, then your thoughts might be "nah! one more corner!". this is neverending, another corner, and then another, and then another. they all are different but their meaning is the same: "You won't find here something that might be looking for... maybe in the next corner" and as you depart for the next corner they laugh ironinally at you: "Go on to find the same answer, dickhead!". And their evil and ironic laughter sometimes can be heard as it gets carried to the corner you are heading to...
this silent, evil, ironic laughter that sometimes can be heard in the back of our heads.
Tee
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... is something that you have to leave behind... never let yourself create too high expectations... don't expect anything and you might get surprised by the first pleasant thing that hits you... but I guess you're not over with that phase yet, of hope and expectations... it has to burn out... when you'll be over with that, then it might get better... there's no chance for that before you bring some discipline into your head...
I don't like discipline. I don't create high expectations. and if i don't create any expectations, wouldn't that be a life without any aims? no real purpose? what kind of life would that be? pointless i 'd say. FW say leave the past behind. i agree with that and try to practice that, but if we forget our past won't we become something without beginning? thus without any actual ending?
Tee
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no beginnig... no ending... no concrete purpose...no nothing... life is pointless, as I see it, really, but we're made to use what we have, so, as we have this life, we should do something with it...and sometimes it's not really amusing...
(and I thought you must be a real Scorpion after all, right? )
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that exactly is the reason for the initiation of such thoughts in my mind. we must make the best of what we have. but we don't. not because we can't, but because we are blinded by misleads. i hate this. and not only talking about myself but about most of the ppl arround. i hate them and myself for doing this. (and i am a real scorpion. everyone recognises this on me - even though i believe this all is bull - when we talk they say, without me saying my birthdate, you must be a scorpion.)Originally posted by Tee
no beginnig... no ending... no concrete purpose...no nothing... life is pointless, as I see it, really, but we're made to use what we have, so, as we have this life, we should do something with it...and sometimes it's not really amusing...
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it is easy to become one of both. cynical: what ever you hear, you comment ironically. and neutralist: you say that everything is neytral. there are no women/men/children/elder/ they (we) are all one and the same.Originally posted by Tee
oh, I work on the project to become one, am cynical but still no neutralist...
i think...
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Not quite, metalized...
I am cynical/skeptical, for i question. I don't just 'accept'. There is no 'Simple answers' to anything in life.
Yet---
I am nuetralistic-- in that I am neither blindly Optimistic or Pessimistic. Each Situation should be seen and approached a different way.
"Nothing is as it seems"
I am cynical/skeptical, for i question. I don't just 'accept'. There is no 'Simple answers' to anything in life.
Yet---
I am nuetralistic-- in that I am neither blindly Optimistic or Pessimistic. Each Situation should be seen and approached a different way.
"Nothing is as it seems"
Tee
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Originally posted by metalized
it is easy to become one of both. cynical: what ever you hear, you comment ironically. and neutralist: you say that everything is neytral. there are no women/men/children/elder/ they (we) are all one and the same.
i think...
thanks for the lesson...
Tee
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sure, and I never accept, always suspicious and stuff, and in the end I decide that everything sucks...
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