Your words and consciousness condition your sensory experiences. You think they're some pure predecessor to how you communicate them - but that's false kiddo. All social experience and linguistic cognition infiltrates your body. You can't get away from it, no matter how "deep" your meditation goes. You wallow in solipsism. It's fine, but there's nothing intelligent in it. All you have to offer is mysticism.
I doubt it. No one could possibly say a single thing to hurt me now, and I used to freak out about shit people said to me years after it happened. I had social anxiety so bad that I had panic attacks from people being nice to me.
One need not be hurt or offended by language to react instinctively to it. One need only know how language functions in a cultural manner.
You claim to be beyond individual offense. That's wonderful. Another way of looking at your position is that you're apathetic and non-intellectual when it comes to dealing with social issues of language.
Again, people are not powerless in how they interpret language.
Certainly not; but you can't change the fact that "my pals" is a word with serious cultural gravity. If you choose to simply not be offended by it, then you're dismissing what some might call a social responsibility.
This is semantics. A better way to say it would maybe be "being in symbiosis with consciousness," but it's wordless and can't be described. Using a concept points one away.
Consciousness is reflexive, and reflexivity entails a conceptualization of itself; seeing as how this is impossible within the closed system of consciousness, full understanding is excluded. You can say that you feel being within consciousness, etc.; but you cannot claim to understand it beyond mystical notions of the spiritual and the arcane.
This is your interpretation. This is going in your head, not mine. In humans that think, thinking follows being, which doesn't mean it always does for everything else. I am not speaking of all of existence without human perspective because I am human and can't do that.
So, there's no science, no rational thinking of any kind that can operate between minds? That's fine if you think so; but if that's the case, then you admit to being a recluse, apathetic, apart from this world, with nothing to offer. "Cogito ergo sum" does not only apply to humans; Descartes considers animals as well. He seeks the essence of what "being" is, as have many metaphysicians and ontologists. Revising this as "sum ergo cogito" enters the philosophical discourse, and you cannot sever yourself from that field.
You have no real insight to offer. Your persistence in language betrays your reliance on it. Language effects how we understand reality. It conditions us, it controls us. Yes, we have some control over it, but we can never block its control over us.