Dora said:Dear Susie,
I'm worried about the gig in Germany.* Many years ago after a metal gig someone stole my fake-leather jacket with my stuff, and they sent my ID back by post but my jacket was gone and I think my selfconfidence was also in those pockets cos I cant find it any more.
So I'm afraid noone will greet me
its always like I sit in a corner with my beer and everybody has fun around.. So many things have changed. When I was 10 years younger, even if I wore jeans all the crazy drunk guys tried to pick me up, and I needed to hide in dark corners to avoid those crappy men.. And now if I wear my mini skirts with net stocking.. they watch me leg and I see them saliva dripping but noone comes to me.. Why?
*fortunately I will have a dress rehearsal on monday cos I go to see Paradise Lost here, alone..
wow i can imagine the amount of saliva aswell hahaa, well i'm sure, you will get plenty of self confidence when you get there, and why are you going on your own , hey it wont make a difference there should be plenty of people you will know, so enjoy :hotjump: