I've been trying hard to learn, read, study. Just eating everything I can get my mind on with learning to develop my skills in all thing music.... I was interning in a large studio down here about 4 years back and learned only what the cost and name of top end gear. I tried to learn more but the owner of the studio was a turd and never let me asked questions, just sit and watch! Watch what?!?! What that cool plug in is as and tweak out on the color?? I learned more here and on gearsluts but that's it... I want more, I need feed back I want to be pushed by a guy like Mick from Rocky... Today after mixing for a few ours I stop and listened to the mix and sure I've grown in my skill but man I hate that I can't even touch the lvl of some of you guys. And your working with less too.... Being married and working 50 hours a week and still having to balance a band is hard. Just trying to think of ways to better my skill and become better....