1) What got you into heavy metal and how did you first enter the scene?
*I got into heavy metal by both my parents. At the young age of five I was already head banging to Metallica, the Ride the Lightning Album (its taped if you don’t believe me otherwise bahaha!). Metal was always blaring in my house when I was younger, but not until around the age of 12 did I become more aware of the metal scene. Overall it’s been seven years now and of course still going!
2) How large a part does heavy metal figure in your life?
*Metal is why I still stand here today. Got me through the roughest low points in my life, and has brought and raised me up until the strong confident women I am today!
3) How involved are you in the heavy metal scene- do you attend gigs and festivals regulary/participate in forums on the internet?
*I am extremely involved in the metal scene! I’ve been to 20 concerts now, and go to local shows whenever good bands are playing lol! And yes the forum on here is now a hobby of mine; to stay connected and meet some great worldwide metalheads around
4)How often do you consume heavy metal products, eg- band merch, cds do you collect these 0ften?
*Every time I'm out and see band tees and sweaters in my size I will purchase. It can be difficult seeings how petite I am, so I never pass up an opportunity no matter how short on money I am. Newly released cd’s of my favourites I will buy the odd time, but that is only if I already had heard the entire album ahead of time.
5) Is your identity shaped by being a heavy metal fan- do you wear clothes on a daily basis which signify that you are a fan?
*I own a ton of band tees over the years from all the concerts I’ve been to, along with the stores I've come across. My style has changed quite a bit with the phases I’ve gone through over the years, but I am your typical metalhead. I don’t wear no goth pieces, or a ton of thick eyeliner. Just a band tee with a pair of jeans and I’m good to go! But I will note that I am into fashion as well, and will buy the odd preppy thing to add colour to la wardrobe
So say like a girly shirt, but a will always represent with a band sweater
6) Do you feel you are treated differently for dressing as a metal fan when you're not around other fans?
*I’ve never had that happen to me really, since all my friends are guys and we all dress the same. Though on the other hand, the girls that I might hang out with the odd time tend to usually make me feel out of place, but it doesn’t really bother me as much.
7) Do you feel you are treated differently for being female at gigs and festivals and do you see these spaces as predominantly male dominated or not?
*I definitely feel that, unless I go to a huge group with my buddies, than things are less intimidating. I’m 5’5 and thin, so guys (if they are drunk) might the odd time tease me or give me weird looks for showing up at metal concerts, especially since I’m always on the floor where the mosh pit is. Regardless, I really have never cared how few girls may show up at a gig than guys would, because I’m more focussed on seeing the band and having a good time to care less what the guys may think. I kinda like when fewer ladies show up, because even the girls the odd time will intimidate me.
8) How would you explain your experiences of being a heavy metal fan, what do you like most about the music?
*What I like most about the music is the variety, as I am very open minded to all types of metal, but like any metalhead we all have other favourites. Overall the first thing I listen for is the drums, then the vocals, then for the solos. I LOVE those blasts beats!
9) What do you feel about metal images/lyrics which are perhaps considered sexist/ misogynistic?
*I find it hilarious, as I’ve always been a laid back chick who can take a laugh herself, just like all guys do. Which is why I love being friends with guys, so I never have to deal with the drama.
10) Do you feel you identify with male/female band members on stage? if so, how?
*Only when bands no how to interact with their fans on stage and know how to show their gratitude and appreciation for us being there.
11) have you been in a band, played or own an instrument?
*I’ve been playing the guitar since I was 10. Stop for a couple years though, and just recently am now getting back into it. On another stand point, I am looking into a starters kit, as I really want to learn the drums!
12) Describe your experiences of seeing a favourite band live?
*It gives me this rush of adrenaline, it’s an amazing feeling. Almost like a sort of high
13) What do you feel about the idea that Heavy metal is said to be a very masculine genre of music?, How do you see your own identity as feminine/masculine?
*I hate that it’s so very sexists in terms with the male population, but I find that the women in metal; whether they are a front lead vocalists of a band, or work in the music industry surrounding the genre; that they help us women get more recognition and respect towards the men. Regardless or not I am a very feminine, as I wear tight fitted clothing to show off my figure the majority of the time, but always will accessorize with something to show I am a metalhead (.ie band patches, sweater).
14) What do you like about metal compared to other types of music?
*That it’s in your face time of music! I like the fact that it signifies strength, and gives you the confidence to not give a fuck about what people may judge of you. Overall it makes you feel empowered to stay strong no matter what life throws at you.