As much as I love my job and being self employed in general, the last couple of months have been pretty fucking ridiculous. I realized I've spent most of my time answering queries only to never hear from the bands again, giving advice to aspiring AE's, haggling about prices and dealing with bullshit cancellations instead of actually working. Don't get me wrong, I love talking shop, but when I spend more time telling musicians how to get a particular sound rather than being hired to get that sound for them, something ain't right. I've been low-balled out of gigs enough times that I've had to permanently lower my rates, and with the amount of work that has just downright vanished with no reason whatsoever, I'm pretty much fed up counting every penny on my bank account and loosing sleep over gigs that never happened.
I'm absolutely not giving up - I will definitely continue running my business since in the end I still love the craft and working with good artists, but I'm gonna pick up a normal, physical 7-to-4 job for a while on the side. Maybe a week, maybe a month, I don't know, I just want to get some fresh air and enjoy the luxury of a guaranteed hourly salary for a while. I need something to balance things a bit, before I permanently turn into a bitter cunt cursing tax-avoiding kids with cracked plugins calling themselves pros and charging a tenth of the realistic rates. It's already gotten to the point that whenever I see someone offering professional services but obviously being totally fucking clueless or just running their "business" with no legal permission to do so whatsoever, I just get really pissed off and my mood is ruined. Whenever I try to diplomatically tell these people to straighten up, I get either the "Yeah, I just want my name out there" or "FUCK YOU I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT" explanation. These kids systematically fail too se that what they're doing is in most cases absolutely illegal, and in addition to hurting the industry, they're one phone call away from diving head first into a lake of fiery shit.
I will continue to book projects, and naturally all booked projects will be finished on time as usual, so don't worry. Like I said, I'm doing this on the side, just to replenish my love for the business and ease up on the stress for a moment.
Rant over. Thanks.
I'm absolutely not giving up - I will definitely continue running my business since in the end I still love the craft and working with good artists, but I'm gonna pick up a normal, physical 7-to-4 job for a while on the side. Maybe a week, maybe a month, I don't know, I just want to get some fresh air and enjoy the luxury of a guaranteed hourly salary for a while. I need something to balance things a bit, before I permanently turn into a bitter cunt cursing tax-avoiding kids with cracked plugins calling themselves pros and charging a tenth of the realistic rates. It's already gotten to the point that whenever I see someone offering professional services but obviously being totally fucking clueless or just running their "business" with no legal permission to do so whatsoever, I just get really pissed off and my mood is ruined. Whenever I try to diplomatically tell these people to straighten up, I get either the "Yeah, I just want my name out there" or "FUCK YOU I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT" explanation. These kids systematically fail too se that what they're doing is in most cases absolutely illegal, and in addition to hurting the industry, they're one phone call away from diving head first into a lake of fiery shit.
I will continue to book projects, and naturally all booked projects will be finished on time as usual, so don't worry. Like I said, I'm doing this on the side, just to replenish my love for the business and ease up on the stress for a moment.
Rant over. Thanks.
