Howdy all.
Just a few days ago, I almost got knocked over by a thought I thought I would never think. I'm contemplating what it would be like if I just sold my drumkit, and that is scary to think about. Ever since age 13-14, my life has been revolving around music, and drums especially. Thus, to think something like this is really strange, since I feel like my life's purpose is dramatically altered and all my goals, hopes, dreams and ambitions are changing.
The reason for this consideration is because life seems to demand this. I don't want to stay in this butt hole town for my whole life, and there is only 6 months left of my time in university where I'm studying 3D Graphics to pave way for becoming a digital artist. The problem is that it pretty much has to be one or the other, music and this type of job does not go well together because they are both VERY demanding and time consuming.
Drums has to be the worst fucking instrument one can play. It is physically the most demanding, it takes most time to practise (simply because you have to travel to the place where you keep them), it is extremely expensive and in my case, progress is slow due to time constraints. Also the fact that you can't have them in your apartment (neighbours would go ape-shit, even while playing on e-drums).
To work as a digital artist means I will have to relocate about every year since jobs are constantly fluxing between different locations. This would mean it would be almost impossible to play in a band, and every time I move, I would need to find myself some rehearsal place. I feel fucking defeated
What I can choose between is basically switching to guitar instead of drums (I can even bring the guitar with me to work and practise ffs, how convenient compared to drums!), and pursue a digital artist's career, OR, I can continue with a life anchored to my drums and getting whatever jobs that will make my boat float until I "make it" in the music business (this is also a minus with music... there is hardly any cash in the business).
So besides whining, what's the point of this thread?
I REALLY want your stories/experiences on similiar choises in life. How does one fit a job together with the ambitions of becoming an extreme musician that excels at his instrument?
I hope I don't drive myself nuts thinking about this...
Thanks.
Just a few days ago, I almost got knocked over by a thought I thought I would never think. I'm contemplating what it would be like if I just sold my drumkit, and that is scary to think about. Ever since age 13-14, my life has been revolving around music, and drums especially. Thus, to think something like this is really strange, since I feel like my life's purpose is dramatically altered and all my goals, hopes, dreams and ambitions are changing.
The reason for this consideration is because life seems to demand this. I don't want to stay in this butt hole town for my whole life, and there is only 6 months left of my time in university where I'm studying 3D Graphics to pave way for becoming a digital artist. The problem is that it pretty much has to be one or the other, music and this type of job does not go well together because they are both VERY demanding and time consuming.
Drums has to be the worst fucking instrument one can play. It is physically the most demanding, it takes most time to practise (simply because you have to travel to the place where you keep them), it is extremely expensive and in my case, progress is slow due to time constraints. Also the fact that you can't have them in your apartment (neighbours would go ape-shit, even while playing on e-drums).
To work as a digital artist means I will have to relocate about every year since jobs are constantly fluxing between different locations. This would mean it would be almost impossible to play in a band, and every time I move, I would need to find myself some rehearsal place. I feel fucking defeated
What I can choose between is basically switching to guitar instead of drums (I can even bring the guitar with me to work and practise ffs, how convenient compared to drums!), and pursue a digital artist's career, OR, I can continue with a life anchored to my drums and getting whatever jobs that will make my boat float until I "make it" in the music business (this is also a minus with music... there is hardly any cash in the business).
So besides whining, what's the point of this thread?
I REALLY want your stories/experiences on similiar choises in life. How does one fit a job together with the ambitions of becoming an extreme musician that excels at his instrument?
I hope I don't drive myself nuts thinking about this...
Thanks.