hey guys, i (f) need ur help.
i like to trip
on a lotta things like music 
n weed (hash) :Smokin: , but especially alcohol 
. i used to be a bit more than a social drinker off late, guzzling 24/7, starting right in the morning under the shower with some bacardi. so then my parents sent me to d-tox for 3 weeks where i was put on treatment with loads of medication :zombie: right now i'm taking some blue anti-abuse pills which keep me off alcohol. i have to take those pills twice daily and have been doing so since nearly 3 months. my parents want me to stay on the pills and off alcohol for the next 1 year but i'd rather kill myself before that. as long as i take those pills, my stomach cant digest alcohol and if i drink even a few sips i will start pukin big-time. cuz i cheat a lot, my parents always check my mouth to make sure i have really taken the pill. now i need ur help to tell me how i can not take the pill or just pretend to take the pill n fool my parents. i really badly wanna drink again n i'm goin totally crazy these days. pls suggest some ways to get me back to some alcohol without my parents noticing. n if u think i should have a serious talk with my stubborn parents, then give me some good clues as to what to tell them so that they are convinced i can drink again.
thx so much
i like to trip
on a lotta things like music n weed (hash) :Smokin: , but especially alcohol . i used to be a bit more than a social drinker off late, guzzling 24/7, starting right in the morning under the shower with some bacardi. so then my parents sent me to d-tox for 3 weeks where i was put on treatment with loads of medication :zombie: right now i'm taking some blue anti-abuse pills which keep me off alcohol. i have to take those pills twice daily and have been doing so since nearly 3 months. my parents want me to stay on the pills and off alcohol for the next 1 year but i'd rather kill myself before that. as long as i take those pills, my stomach cant digest alcohol and if i drink even a few sips i will start pukin big-time. cuz i cheat a lot, my parents always check my mouth to make sure i have really taken the pill. now i need ur help to tell me how i can not take the pill or just pretend to take the pill n fool my parents. i really badly wanna drink again n i'm goin totally crazy these days. pls suggest some ways to get me back to some alcohol without my parents noticing. n if u think i should have a serious talk with my stubborn parents, then give me some good clues as to what to tell them so that they are convinced i can drink again. thx so much
