- Dec 31, 2005
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I am leaving you guys, gals, officially on 7th of August.
I am moving to Germany leaving behind my life (as I knew it till today), my family, and my friends. It was supposed to happen sooner or and stuff like that happen all the time, the little bird leaves it nest and start on it own but I didnt expect it to happen so fast and instant.
Leaving my privacy, my free time, my habits, self pride and facing new reality actually scares me when Im thinking about it healthy judging mind. so I try to avoid this and just accept it as another day. so what! So tomorrow I will wake up in different country that I dont understand too well the local language and not familiar with the landscape nothing special and I got to tell you the attitude helps it really do makes it easier
Before I am leaving I still have so many things to do like paper work for example with the local authorities and make everything clear and official that they wont get me by surprise if I ever decide to visit.
To say good bye to every one its god damn strange! some body you know for so many years and you inform him hey man, you wont see me any more
This really made me to revalue my family, till now days I knew that there is my mom my dad my sister and suddenly theyre all gone, I really start to appreciate the moments I can spend with them. To bad we understand things when its too late
I also need to finish some recordings that I am doing right now and I am going to share them with you for sure before I am leaving.
Though when I arrive to Germany there is my wife waiting for me
Why she is there and I am here? Well she went there to continue her studies and now I am reuniting with her and it feels wonderful!
And it actually makes it all not so scary.
On one hand it is happy even on the other I am saying good bye to my life that I knew.
I guess I can call you a hero if you finished reading to this point and I want to say for the last
Rock on!!! guys and gals and see you on Wacken and who knows maybe in some other different circumstances
With love and hate
Ruins
I am moving to Germany leaving behind my life (as I knew it till today), my family, and my friends. It was supposed to happen sooner or and stuff like that happen all the time, the little bird leaves it nest and start on it own but I didnt expect it to happen so fast and instant.
Leaving my privacy, my free time, my habits, self pride and facing new reality actually scares me when Im thinking about it healthy judging mind. so I try to avoid this and just accept it as another day. so what! So tomorrow I will wake up in different country that I dont understand too well the local language and not familiar with the landscape nothing special and I got to tell you the attitude helps it really do makes it easier
Before I am leaving I still have so many things to do like paper work for example with the local authorities and make everything clear and official that they wont get me by surprise if I ever decide to visit.
To say good bye to every one its god damn strange! some body you know for so many years and you inform him hey man, you wont see me any more
This really made me to revalue my family, till now days I knew that there is my mom my dad my sister and suddenly theyre all gone, I really start to appreciate the moments I can spend with them. To bad we understand things when its too late
I also need to finish some recordings that I am doing right now and I am going to share them with you for sure before I am leaving.
Though when I arrive to Germany there is my wife waiting for me
Why she is there and I am here? Well she went there to continue her studies and now I am reuniting with her and it feels wonderful!
And it actually makes it all not so scary.
On one hand it is happy even on the other I am saying good bye to my life that I knew.
I guess I can call you a hero if you finished reading to this point and I want to say for the last
Rock on!!! guys and gals and see you on Wacken and who knows maybe in some other different circumstances
With love and hate
Ruins