It's Me.....

[Regurgitated Guts]

Just sitting here... it's 12:29 Am...
Will probably be up for another 4 or 5 hours...

I am suffering from depression and insomnia...
I can't sleep...

Just thought I'd send out a message, introducing myself, I guess...

I'm wasting my time.... Damn it...
Sitting here, alone in the darkness...
I am a complete waste of existance...

I think I'll drink another YooHoo, and listen to some more Aggaloch...
I'm bored out of my mind...
Gotta discover more superb metal bands/albums...

Oh yeah, I'm on the UM Hub as Bastardchrist...

I spend too much time, just thinking about the past...
So many regrets... Too many things I could have done differently...
Wasting my time and not thinking of the present...

What the fuck is wrong with me... Damn...

 

[Tebus]

Join the depression club. Try some Sentenced - Rain Comes Falling Down. It'll make you feel MUCH better. Thinking about the past though won't change it. But you know that . Just take what you've been handed and learn from it. And there's only something wrong with you if you think there is, so don't think it.

 

[Jax]

Glad you introduced yourself to us..welcome to UM

 

[Starwind]

Yikes!!!
Why are you so hard on yourself?? We all have regrets. You're allowed a few mistakes, if indeed they were. Glad you introduced yourself, too.

 

[Russell]

Living in the past robs us of our future, or something like that! Welcome

 

[Regurgitated Guts]

Join the depression club. Try some Sentenced - Rain Comes Falling Down. It'll make you feel MUCH better. Thinking about the past though won't change it. But you know that . Just take what you've been handed and learn from it. And there's only something wrong with you if you think there is, so don't think it.

Thanx for the Suggestion man...
Sentenced is awesome.... in a somber dreary kinda way. heh

 

[Incendiare]

Welcome to Ultimate Metal, I hope everything here so far has been working out for you.

 

[dance_with_death]

yea....im in the depressed club too....3 people close to me have died in a matter of 2 weeks

 

[LuCinda]

Welcome!

 

[Tebus]

yea....im in the depressed club too....3 people close to me have died in a matter of 2 weeks

Oh man... I'm really sorry for you.

I hope you're doing ok. It seems like a rough month for many people.

 

[Tebus]

Thanx for the Suggestion man...
Sentenced is awesome.... in a somber dreary kinda way. heh

Oh no prob man... if you don't have the album Frozen, make sure you get it soon. It just makes all your care leave. Amazing album.

 

[dance_with_death]

Oh man... I'm really sorry for you.

I hope you're doing ok. It seems like a rough month for many people.

i think ill make it....its kinda been a rough 2 years for me....5 of my friends died last year and not to mention a few family members...i think im cursed....they all died around my birthday

 

[stormy]

Hi Regurgitated. welcome to UM