You don't even know me, my personality aside from this forum, or how I feel about this forum. I know we are similar in that we like to debate and argue about things but it reaches a point were it just gets stupid. I have been in a very bad mood lately and in case you must know I have been suffering from *serious* depression on-and-off now for quite a long time now, my home situation is one that an average person would not even be able to begin to understand, things in school are just falling apart for me, I have been drinking and taking more drugs than ever, deaths (friend's suicide little over a year ago and my best friend's father stroke recently) and relationship problems, and overall I feel like shit and haven't been getting any sleep lately. Call me a fag, emo, or whatever, but you don't even have the slightest clue about me. I joined this forum to talk about music related discussion in the Guitar Player's and Tab Thread and those are the only threads I even value because, quite frankly, the people in there are not some stupid dramatic whores like Gonzo or yourself (at times). Don't get me wrong, I love that we are able to appreciate the same music and be able to discuss topics. In a way, I come here to get away from my problems and frustrations for a short period of my day and when I come here to see it is just more of the same I get frustrated.
Don't think I am crying over myself or feeling bad for myself, I'm not. This is why I don't share this with people. I figured I should let you know why I have been acting up lately. I'll stop posting here or something. I'm not going to say I'll tone it down because I'm a very opinionated person yet very reserved at the same time. I'm not changing or deleting any posts so you can forget that.
Peace