Man, you really lost some respect from me with that one. How childish and pathetic (are you serious?? haha). I know for a fact that you spend all day, every day, in front of the computer and you are NOT employed. You must be online 24/7, because you are always posting when I visit UM (and I have spent days where I sat in front of the computer all day, and you were there all day also, EACH time) and you are first to post in every threadIf you have happiness you would have brushed me off instead of listing things that you believe make you better than me. You're 22, right? I have more working for me than you will with your lazy life-style.
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Altitudes said:You don't even know me, my personality aside from this forum, or how I feel about this forum. I know we are similar in that we like to debate and argue about things but it reaches a point were it just gets stupid. I have been in a very bad mood lately and in case you must know I have been suffering from *serious* depression on-and-off now for quite a long time now, my home situation is one that an average person would not even be able to begin to understand, things in school are just falling apart for me, I have been drinking and taking more drugs than ever, deaths (friend's suicide little over a year ago and my best friend's father stroke recently) and relationship problems, and overall I feel like shit and haven't been getting any sleep lately. Call me a fag, emo, or whatever, but you don't even have the slightest clue about me. I joined this forum to talk about music related discussion in the Guitar Player's and Tab Thread and those are the only threads I even value because, quite frankly, the people in there are not some stupid dramatic whores like Gonzo or yourself (at times). Don't get me wrong, I love that we are able to appreciate the same music and be able to discuss topics. In a way, I come here to get away from my problems and frustrations for a short period of my day and when I come here to see it is just more of the same I get frustrated.
Don't think I am crying over myself or feeling bad for myself, I'm not. This is why I don't share this with people. I figured I should let you know why I have been acting up lately. I'll stop posting here or something. I'm not going to say I'll tone it down because I'm a very opinionated person yet very reserved at the same time. I'm not changing or deleting any posts so you can forget that.
Peace
Weak shit. Yeah, I fucking deal with depression. I'm better now, how do you use that against me?

I have some shit on you that I will not use. You know it.
Don't talk the talk if you can't back it up. Very simple, someone who says their life is better than someone usually doesn't turn out to be a depressed, childish drug abuser from a broken home. I'd take being online 24/7 over that any day
No actually I don't, try meDon't talk the talk if you can't back it up.
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I said I wouldn't stoop to your low level. Why do you even keep pms over a year old? If it is for situations like this that is sad.
I'm attending college, majoring in electrical engineering, and actually working towards a good career. You have no direction. I'll let you keep your play time. I said I wouldn't stoop to your low level.



Why do you even keep pms over a year old? If it is for situations like this that is sad.
THIS.Until recently I had PMs from when I joined because I just didn't bothered to erase them...
And nobody learns his lesson, Joe his ABSOLUTELY GONNA use it somehow against you![]()
He literally wrote that huge baaaawfest and sent it to me after I told him to stop being a dickhead in a thread. We weren't close at all, so it's not like I betrayed a friend