Rabenreich
bad bass player
Well,I thought a bit if I should say anything about this topic,or better I thought of if I'm mature enough to say something about it...mh I decited just to say what I think...as usual.I hope it don't talk too much nonsense...
I never injured myself really bad otherwise than accidently...I just cutted myself once for I wanted to know what it feels like to do it.Emotional I mean,when you're down.
I felt nothing-but physical pain.
I doubt if I really understand cutting.I see it as kind of "drug".It takes,like a drug,the psychical pain away for sometime,but when it's over,the pain comes back.Sometimes even stronger than before I think...And you have to do it again and again and again...I saw it by a girl that I know...
And I know another one that is even 2 years younger than me (13 !),and cutted her self on a reguar basis...Mh I don't know if she does it to get attention or something...Or if she really knows what she does...mhh.
If there is one thing that I ever learnt from a movie (pealse don't laugh...but do you remember that scene in American History X,when Derrik got beaten up by his Nazi friends in jail,and talked to his black teacher afterward? ),is just to keep in mind if what I do makes things better or worse...and if it gets worse,or stands still and I'm not satisfied with it to change it.And I think cutting leands in a kind of dead end street you can't easy get out of... I don't want to walk down this dead end street even it is sometimes very seductive.
I never injured myself really bad otherwise than accidently...I just cutted myself once for I wanted to know what it feels like to do it.Emotional I mean,when you're down.
I felt nothing-but physical pain.
I doubt if I really understand cutting.I see it as kind of "drug".It takes,like a drug,the psychical pain away for sometime,but when it's over,the pain comes back.Sometimes even stronger than before I think...And you have to do it again and again and again...I saw it by a girl that I know...
And I know another one that is even 2 years younger than me (13 !),and cutted her self on a reguar basis...Mh I don't know if she does it to get attention or something...Or if she really knows what she does...mhh.
If there is one thing that I ever learnt from a movie (pealse don't laugh...but do you remember that scene in American History X,when Derrik got beaten up by his Nazi friends in jail,and talked to his black teacher afterward? ),is just to keep in mind if what I do makes things better or worse...and if it gets worse,or stands still and I'm not satisfied with it to change it.And I think cutting leands in a kind of dead end street you can't easy get out of... I don't want to walk down this dead end street even it is sometimes very seductive.