np

[CF87]

Mayhem: funeral fog

Hellhammers drums actually sound good on this album. The riffs are great too.

 

[Susperia]

Windir- Soge I: Reisen

Why aren't you out on a Friday night? Do you have too much homework too?

 

[CF87]

I barley did homework since a young child. I'm going back to school eventually.

I don't go out much, why..

1. Sick of the same shit.

2. Anti-Social

I went out earlier to get guitar strings which was enough for me.

NP paradise lost: hallowed land

 

[CAIRATH]

The Lord Weird Slough Feg - Wall of Shame

 

[Susperia]

I don't go out much either. Close contact with large groups of people makes me very nervous.

It sounded to me like you were a partier. You talk a lot about how you get wasted and just tonight you commented on shrooms. So I was just curious..

Falkenbach- ...The Ardent Awaited Land

 

[CF87]

I get nervous around people also. I don't party... partying for me is getting shitfaced with a close dipshit friend listening to metal music and playing instruments because we're both dipshits . I get wasted because I hate the day,have past guilt about choices so it's more about destroying sense rather than partying.

Sentenced: phenix

 

[el barto]

Mael morda- i am the wenches bane

 

[Susperia]

Since i'm underraged it's a struggle to deal with being sober for to long.

I understand you well until here. Why would you being underaged make it a struggle to be sober?

I don't drink though, and never been drunk. I think it's kind of weak to take mind-alterants because you don't want to face reality. But it's your choice, I'm not reprimanding you or anything.

Borknagar-S/t

My speakers here at home are slightly broken and so much is missing in the sound

Christ, 800 posts already.

 

[CF87]

I understand you well until here. Why would you being underaged make it a struggle to be sober?

I don't drink though, and never been drunk. I think it's kind of weak to take mind-alterants because you don't want to face reality. But it's your choice, I'm not reprimanding you or anything.

Borknagar-S/t

My speakers here at home are slightly broken and so much is missing in the sound

Being underraged it's harder to get beer is what I mean with the comment so sometimes you deal with being sober longer than you want. I plan on going back to school,etc... so maybe it will help me. I'm starting to think about what i'm going to want down the road.

Regardless drinking once in awile is not going to kill anyone anyways. Some days are alright and some make you want to crack open a beer. Sometimes it's hard to realize someones motives especially if you have never fucked up and everything is running smooth. You have doctors,etc.. trying to figure people out but these doctors make all this money and are not degenerate,etc.. so maybe they never have question existence. People are depressed,people are guilty,people are outcasted and that's how things are. The only people that get it are people in the same boat. All these people getting paid to figure it out know nothing. How would someone who went through life smooth understand why someone would want to get wasted or why someone would say fuck it. Doctors get paid all this money just to put majority of people on depressent medications which are probably worse.

Dissection: the somberlain

 

[Krigloch the Furious]

being drunk with friends is fun as hell.

 

[Susperia]

Being underraged it's harder to get beer is what I mean with the comment so sometimes you deal with being sober longer than you want. I plan on going back to school,etc... so maybe it will help me. I'm starting to think about what i'm going to want down the road.

Did you finish high school? What do you think you will go to school for? Let me know if this is too personal and I'll PM you.

You have doctors,etc.. trying to figure people out but these doctors make all this money and are not degenerate,etc.. so maybe they never have question existence. People are depressed,people are guilty,people are outcasted and that's how things are. The only people that get it are people in the same boat. All these people getting paid to figure it out know nothing. How would someone who went through life smooth understand why someone would want to get wasted.

What I'm not sure doctor's sometimes understand is that a lot of it is just human nature. For example, too many people are now being diagnosed as bi-polar. My boyfriend was when he was little and put on medication for years. When he stopped taking it a couple years ago, he felt fine and acted 'normal'. A doctor also tried to diagnose me as bi-polar but I knew it was bull.

I don't know your situation and what you've been through, but I do know that a lot of young people feel like alcohol is going to help them somehow. Even though we all know it doesn't.

Borknagar -S/t Fandens Alheim

 

[el barto]

Being underraged it's harder to get beer is what I mean with the comment so sometimes you deal with being sober longer than you want. I plan on going back to school,etc... so maybe it will help me. I'm starting to think about what i'm going to want down the road.

Regardless drinking once in awile is not going to kill anyone anyways. Some days are alright and some make you want to crack open a beer. Sometimes it's hard to realize someones motives especially if you have never fucked up and everything is running smooth. You have doctors,etc.. trying to figure people out but these doctors make all this money and are not degenerate,etc.. so maybe they never have question existence. People are depressed,people are guilty,people are outcasted and that's how things are. The only people that get it are people in the same boat. All these people getting paid to figure it out know nothing.

Dissection: the somberlain

I would have to agree about the people gettin paid knowing fuck all but i can tell you this alcohol is a depressant. Give yourself a month off the beer you'll feel a hell of alot better i know this from practical experience.

 

[CF87]

I'm done with the school talk for tonight... i would PM you with what i'm going to do back in school but have no fucking clue right now. Maybe we can talk about it another time . Since I play guitar maybe i'll go for music.

Children of Bodom: Chokehold.

 

[Susperia]

Maybe we can talk about it another time .

I don't get why that's so funny, but okay.

np: Nothing. Homework.

 

[Shiny McShining Rodriguez]

Morbid Angel - Fall From Grace

 

[el barto]

Sargatanas - Warlord Of Hell

downloaded that fuck tis good

 

[mortal treason]

All That remains- And death in my arms

 

[mortal treason]

All That Remains- Focus Shall Not fail

 

[Dee Snarl]

DragonForce - Inhuman Rampage

 

[CF87]

Deceased: the funeral parlours secret.