Imagine having the dude from linkin park's bank account, you could order a pizza literally everyday and could buy and do whatever, you would not have to hang out at the food shelf or DSS and stuff, sometimes you just dangle to death from your door, it happens, maybe after you take a dump, it could be you.
Dude honestly had drug problems. Meth, smack, coke, pills...didn't hide that fact, either. Anyone I personally know who has/had depression issues has struggled with hard drugs. Not true in every case, but they're certainly not happiness boosters. It seems to go hand in hand.
I'm actually crazy, if someone whenever or has done something fucked up to me really bad, if I do something about it, if something fucked up happened, I won't even go to jail,prison.
An actual real crazy person does not know, I'm just a sociopath, I just can't stand people and I don't want them around me or anything or to interact or deal with people at all, normally I don't have too.