R.I.P. Chester Bennington.

[EspaDa]

after reading through some of the above posts, i think maybe its about time i go see a shrink.

What are you afflicted with?

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

I never argued that to be his thought process, when you're depressed, you still have a choice no matter how psychologically bogged you are. It's a terrible feeling, but to go with that feeling instead of the tangible familial responsibilities you have. Fuck that.

yes, i agree that he shouldn't have killed himself.

 

[EspaDa]

You can. You just have to make the choice. I made it, and that's why I'm still here.

So what prevented you from hanging yourself? Fear of death? Fear of pain? Fear of suffocation? Or maybe familial responsibilites?

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

What are you afflicted with?

Elephantiasis

 

[Nate Skalman]

You'll NEVER be able to teach someone else how to be happy...this guy wasn't terminally ill, or crippled by a debilitating disease...or suffer any physical impairments. Children with cancer, leukemia etc. are real beacons of strength- heroes, in fact who push on daily...then you have people like this selfish asshole who just didn't "know how to be happy"- I'm not putting those people on the same merit plane. If you're a tortured soul, please don't partake in starting families and having children who depend on you just to step out on them because you decided you now want to be an island onto yourself.

 

[EspaDa]

Elephantiasis

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Merrick

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

@EspaDa i cant say, as ive never seen those types of doctors. but a lot of the things that ive heard and read are things that i can say i've experienced/experience. I tell you what, that one video that CIG posted is basically me.

 

[Nate Skalman]

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of course, as ive said numerous times already i dont think anyone thinks killing yourself and leaving behind your children is ok. that is beyond the point



Dude, you are talking like he wasnt struggling with some kind of affliction/medical condition and that he just woke up one day and decided "yea fuck it, im just going to hang myself and traumatize my kids for the rest of their lives". Like i said, nothing you are saying here warrants your post of that repulsive meme from the previous page. Same goes for all the other edgy faggots who decided to jump in a RIP thread and start trashing a man days after he died.

Haha...let's defend "depressional" suicide- then call people who disagree faggots...class act

 

[EspaDa]

@EspaDa i cant say, as ive never seen those types of doctors. but a lot of the things that ive heard and read are things that i can say i've experienced/experience. I tell you what, that one video that CIG posted is basically me.

What video precisely?

At first I was ashamed that I willingly want to go and see a shrink, but then I came to realize that it's do or die. Maybe I'm exaggerating things little bit now, but seeing a shrink was a turning point in my recent life and I'm pleased I made the decision.

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

my mistake, Espadas video.

but i dont hate that part of me, i somewhat embrace it. Don't know if that makes any sense.

 

[EspaDa]

my mistake, Espadas video.

Yeah mate, words he's saying are so close to me that I almost wanted to go and cuddle him despite the fact that it sounds gay, daft and stupid. However, I can totally relate to his anxiety and mental situation. I want to punch that fucking interviewer in the face, laughing down an ill person, what a fucking jerk. He must feel really fucking bad now after all that happened.

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

I'm here for you guys whenever!

had to edit that first pic out of here, wayy to gay.

 

[EspaDa]

That's why I love this forum. It's the only place all over the internet where I keep coming back several times a day.

G'night fellas!

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

Thanks. It's good to have someone like yourself around who can be viciously critical and still be there for where it counts. I enjoy our spats over music if anything. I suppose I'm just masochistic like that. Do you want me to present an academic case for Manowar's musicianship in that other thread now that we're a bit calmer?

haha you caught the first pic

and nah no need, since i never said they CANT play. But are you again going to imply that their drummer has skills that would bring a tear to Kolias' eye? You do know Kolias can probably play everything Colubus can, and easily too if i might add. But can Columbus even play a fraction of the shit Kolias can? I thnk we both know the answer to that. Yea, their vocalist can sing. That doesnt mean they are a good metal band.

But are you saying you dont have a thing for theatrics in your metalz? Im not talking shit here, a lot of people do. and i think you've admitted to liking bands that are good with hat kind of stuff.

 

[EspaDa]

Manowar is good tho, @TechnicalBarbarity

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

no, they're not.


FIGHT ME!

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

there is NOTHING i like about that band, and a lot i HATE. no point in trying to convince me otherwise.

 

[Vegard Pompey]

Well, I didn't expect the suicide of Chester Bennington to be the thing to bring out the empathetic side of TB.

@H.P. Lovecraft I understand where you're coming from man, I agree that when you become a parent you lose the right to take your life. But like EspaDa said, it's not exactly a rational act, it's an expression of a deep and abiding sickness. I don't see how condemning it is constructive.

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

Well, I didn't expect the suicide of Chester Bennington to be the thing to bring out the empathetic side of TB.

Its just irks me when i see people taking shots at someone right after their death. And that's happened here quite a few times tbh.

I dont know, ive personally been losing people around me left and right for past few years, so death has been somewhat of a touchy subject for me i guess.

 

[TechnicalBarbarity]

Not trying to make you a fan, but just like with Crüe, I think there's a lot of actual musical talent you seem to fail to acknowledge.

fail to acknowledge what? That they suck? Motley crue fucking suck, so does manowar and bunch of the other garbage that you could also mention right now. "but look, the guy knows how to play a guitar better than the average person"