Originally posted by dolphz
Well you hit a nerve here. I've been into Rush for 20+ years, seen them every tour since Moving Pictures, have all the cds and lps...I am a Rush fanatic. They are my favorite band and Neil is my favorite drummer. They are why I am a musician and why I am into prog music.
Damn! So close to much of my own musical herritage. I, however, have only seen them on the "Counterparts" and "TFE" tours,(damn! Wasn't TFE amazing!!!???) I have to give special consideration to seeing them on the "Counterparts" tour because I saw them play "THE ANALOG KID" live on that one!
However, I must admit to having a special affinity to the "Signals" thru "Hold Your Fire" era. Don't get me wrong! I adore the 70's releases, especially "A Farewell To Kings", "Fly By Night", and "2112" but the 80's period is emotionally tied to me forever.
Since saying "enough said" is nowhere near good enough for this board,(hey! It's a Opeth board. If we can't be up-front about emotional experiences here, where can we be?) here's why this period of Rush is so signifcant to me:
At the age of 7, I was listening to Rush, Pink Floyd, Black Sabbath, Ozzy, and AC/DC regularly due to the accesability I had to such music on the radio,(96 Rock), in Atlanta, Georgia at the time. I already had a copy of "Back In Black" for myself on vinyl and would soon aquire Ozzy's "Diary Of A Madman" and other Metal releases. Of note; this was in the early 80's.
My Metal taste quickliy grew to include Maiden and other bands but my taste for Rush continued and grew as the years passed.
However, my connection to Rush would become much deeper in 1984. My parents divorced in 1981 due to my mother's addiction to prescription drugs,(Darvon, Darvaset, Xanax, etc.) which was brought upon by her Multiple Sclorosis. My Father had tried all he could to help her off the drugs, even going to the expense of putting her into Peachford Recovery Center,(the place that cleaned up Stevie Ray Vaughn). However, while she was there, her Mother brought drugs to her... IN REHAB! Amazing, huh?
Anyway, after the divorce, I was to spend every other Christmas with my Mother,(who was now living with her Mother in a small town in Georgia. Dad and I had moved to Tennessee by this point). My Mother got progressively deeper into her addiction and would do nothing to rehabilitate herself. In 1984 I went to spend Christmas with her. On December 23rd,(two days before Christmas) I went into my Mother's room to wake her up and found her dead. I need not go into any more detail about that here, I think.
I had in my possesion, on that day, my cassette copy of "Grace Under Pressure" by Rush. I can't begin to explain to you how much that album helped me get through that day and the years that would follow, even to this day. For those who don't know about thsi album, it is Rush's darkest album. Many of the songs deal with the loss they suffered of a mutual friend and also of alienation and simply being at a emotional end. Other topics addressed are the Cold War and the Hollocaust. Put together, these were the songs I NEEDED at that time and on that day.
In the next years which led to the end of the 80's, I grew a kinship to even more Metal because of its' gritty-ness and its' ability to not shy away from reality, no matter how grim. However, at the same time, I also continued to pay close attention to Rush through that period. "Power Windows" and "Hold Your Fire" ascended "Grace Under Pressure"'s dark side and represented a hopeful outlook with songs like 'Marathon', 'Hold Your Fire', and 'Time Stand Still'. At the time and still today, those sogs proviode me with great inspiration and hope. This is why the 80's "synth' period of Rush is special to me.
And now I find myself in the year 2001. Far removed froim the events of 1984. But there is still a connection to that time. Thus, my emotional relationship with the music of Opeth and their real and un-saturated songs of death and loss, as well as their superior musicianship. However, always lingering, there is still Rush. I am extremely interested in hearing the next album by them. Neil Pert,(the drummer) lost both his wife,(to cancer) and daughter.(in a car crash) within the same year several years ago. Rush has been a great catharsis for the greatest loss I have suffered in my life. I only hope that Rush can serve as such for its' members and will help Neil get through his loss through the music they create.