say something about ... yourself!

Am so sad, my grandpa was doing okay in the hospital and was supposed to go home tomorrow and start his "3 months" left, he made it through surgery and everything last week, but he passed away last night :( My Grandma passed away in March two years ago, I wonder if he was just one of those people who never live much longer after their spouse dies.

Big hugs to you Jen. :cry: I lost both of mine within a year of each other, about 3 and 4 years ago. I know what your going through. I just kept busy, it was all I could do at that time to numb a little of the sadness.
 
Was outside for a wee bit looking at the Lulin comet next to Saturn. I love coming home and looking at the stars, it's unusually relaxing. I'm still amazed at the thought that the light is millions of years old. Comet was a smudge though.
i went out back to look at that on saturday, cant see shit when there are lights all around :(
 
I hate it when people say that they had a bad day and when I ask why, they say that they don't want to explain it again. Well fuck, don't tell me that you had a bad day and are all depressed when you won't tell me why. All that shit does is drag me down and I am forced to be selfish and say to myself "I don't fucking care" so that I'm not depressed over it while wondering why in the fuck the other party had a bad day.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm not ready to be back in a relationship with someone.
 
i went out back to look at that on saturday, cant see shit when there are lights all around :(

Luckily, last night I was at my parent house and in the suburbs the skies are crystal clear. At the apartment you can see Orion and Saturn and the bright stuff, but it's not as fun.

I'm shut in for the next few hours painting a piece for tomorrow morning. I've already watched Sweeny Todd and Day the Earth Stood Still (the new one). Plan on watching Demolition Man next. Haha.
 
Even though I had a great night with this girl on Friday, and I think she did too, she's now being distant and weird.

I think I did something wrong, but I'm not sure what I did!
I think I'm gonna have to fight fire with fire, and ignore her as well.
 
Yes. Fuck people and their fucking head games.

So true.. It's the reason why I'm disgusted even by the mere thought of engaging into some kind of a closer relationship at the moment.

Anyway, I just fund out that our drummer fired our singer... haha wtf? Can't they leave the decisions to the musicians?

Also, go a new toy yesterday:

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