ehm. sorry. for everything. and stuff. i know that what i did was dumb and childish (pieter) but i only saw that when it was too late, i didn't really know what i was doing, so sorry again
to the people who are just laughing at me and thinking i'm looking for attention: fuck you, you don't know shit of what's going on here. everybody obviously thinks i'm acting like this because of the forum. its NOT. i'm acting like this because of the situation i'm in, and it's worse than ever. i can't think properly. and for the people who think i'm looking for attention: i'm NOT.
i liked the forum a whole lot and i used it as something where i could escape from reality or something and in some cases, have some fun. but it went a bit wrong and i'm well aware that i myself am the cause of it, i can only blame myself.
anyway, i don't really know if i will ever come back here, maybe under another username, to start everything all over again... i will even go to anathema concerts with mixed feelings from now on and will be a bit "afraid" to meet all of you again.
but i won't bother you anymore now, so see you later maybe and i'm sorry sorry sorry
to the people who are just laughing at me and thinking i'm looking for attention: fuck you, you don't know shit of what's going on here. everybody obviously thinks i'm acting like this because of the forum. its NOT. i'm acting like this because of the situation i'm in, and it's worse than ever. i can't think properly. and for the people who think i'm looking for attention: i'm NOT.
i liked the forum a whole lot and i used it as something where i could escape from reality or something and in some cases, have some fun. but it went a bit wrong and i'm well aware that i myself am the cause of it, i can only blame myself.
anyway, i don't really know if i will ever come back here, maybe under another username, to start everything all over again... i will even go to anathema concerts with mixed feelings from now on and will be a bit "afraid" to meet all of you again.
but i won't bother you anymore now, so see you later maybe and i'm sorry sorry sorry