The NOW PLAYING thread

Well I´ll post this here, ´couse I know everyone will read this thread... AND if you are this hard metal man that thinks that when you are into metal, then you should be a hard and nonemotional, please, stop read, ´couse this is important to me.

Well, just need to lighten my heart a bit, and you ppl might understand me a bit. I´m not asking of you to feel sorry for me in anyway, ´couse I know I could have it worse and this is a shit thing, but it just made my life miserable and shit. Just when I was about to enter the transport towards the happy feelings again...

Well first some backgruond history; Me and me exgirlfriend was going steady for like three years, then suddenly she diceided to move (this was this autumn). We still considered us a couple, but with her studies and stuff like that, + the fact that we probably had fell out of love made the desicion to brake up for good during the winters holiday not that sad it could have been (eventhough I feelt like shit for weeks, and still do)

Anyways... I was strugling to get on with my life, and I was determined to not let myself fall into this deep depression, which I am suffering from time to time (With like two year periods) I decided to BE happy, even if it felt like shit. I got along, and I was acctually starting to feel good, when suddenly, today at the pub (yeah I am drunk right now, and I will be sorry that I wrote al this tomorow, but whata heck! You guys are my friends, and it might be that I get the support from you that I couldn´t get from my other friends, ´coz they are either to drunk or to busy to hear my whining)
Where was I? Yeah at the oub. Well I saw this FABOLOUSLY beutiful speciment of the female sex. I looked at her for a time and she looked back (yeah this is whining, but hey! Stop reading if you cannot take it!) THe suddenly she stod up and came over to me, she took my head and said "I just wanted to tell you that you are very beautyful" I went totally red, and said something like "thanks you are very pretty yourself" Woa! I felt great! But then She went to her seat (she was sharing thetable with two guys)
We continued to exchange clanses, and I took the currage to walk over to her and talk to her. She looked at me for a while, and then she asked me "what" I went like, "errmm" And she said, "maybe you dont like that girls tell you that you are pretty, you maybe like harder stuff", and then she hit me. I stod up and walked awayfrom there. Sha sat there periodicly clansing at me (I was observing her al the time) I thought that maybe that was her boyfrined over there or something... So I tried to figure it out. I didn´t so I wnet over to ask her. her answer was "hell noo, but he is buying me drinks, so i prefer his company before yours" menaing that "you have not bought me drinks therfore you are scum" And that´s it.

A stupid tale, but it made me more sad than I have been for two years, and I do not like that feeling. I am torn, inside out. I am shattered. Even the old thoughts where coming hunting me when i walked home (far, cold) That was when I decided to write this. Instead of doin´anything stupid.

I bet non of you acctually read it all.

-phyros (not the cheering one he wants to be)
 
i read it :) but unfortunately i can't say something useful 'cause honestly, i don't understand people.
That girl was obviously stupid so you shouldn't let yourself get depress because of her, i know it's easier said than done, but i don't think it's worth it.
....and you shouldn't be sorry for writing this either, i'm sure i won't be the only one who reads it and takes it seriously :)
cheer up, if the girl told you you're attractive, believe her dammit! :grin:

i really don't understand why girls are so stupid?! i've heard more than one tale exposing female stupidity :eek:

sorry if i don't make sense but i'm quite tired at this time
 
Aww man, I feel for you. I really am not into the bar scene, so I can't tell you what the hell was going on with that girl... I don't have any experience with this type of situation, or I'd try to be a little more helpful and offer you a story of my own or some kind words.

I can at least identify with the "girls are stupid" line, though. :heh: However to me, it's more like "humans are stupid but men and women tend to express their stupidity in different ways that the other finds incomprehensible."

I may have had a super-fucking-shitty day from hell teusday, but you sound like you've been hurting for a while now.
 
i feel sorry for you ...
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i don't know what to say, since i don't go neither often to the bars and i don't have much experience about girls (well, i can't stop loving a girl (she has never been my gf, i have been to slow)who is now the girlfriend of one of my ex best friends ... can't forgot her, still dreaming of her, more as a year after ... how stupid i am (/me realizes he didn't post in the dream thread of the DT forum)

in my experience, Girls ARE weird (i am sure I would understand better a martian than a girl in real life) but that one seemed to me pretty evilish ...
well, i don't know what to say (considering i have wroten only bullshit about me), but Astarte said something nice : a good looking found you beautiful ... and you deserve better than a mono-neuronal bitch ...

Aegis
Happy coz his subconcious forgot to remind him someone he tries to forgot
 
Phyros; Girls are stupid, I know; I am one! >:oP Hehe....

Well, she sounded kind of weird to me...
What's up with first telling you you're beautiful, and then
walk away like nothing happened? Wouldn't you take it
from there and maybe try to get to know the person?
And as far as buying drinks goes....
If that's what she's after then "bye bye" hehe.... >;o)
Maybe she's just weird cause she's Swedish!?? lol >:o)

I'm sorry to hear about your x though....
Shit happens, all the time.... My "motto" >:oP Doesn't get
me far though, but hell, life just sucks sometimes.
As long as I have music I can go through anything :o)
 
DeadWinterDay : Hope you kept a place for a poor french in your looser's club :bah:

most of what you have written could have been written by me, except that i almost never talk about me (i mean, the _real_ me)
 
oh, and that discussion reminded me a quote from a french humorist :
La vie de couple, c'est résoudre à 2 les problèmes que l'on aurait pas eu tout seul

which can be approximatively (sorry, my english sucks) by :
Couple's life, this is to be two to resolve problems that you wouldn't have had alone
 
Yeah, I bet your do...:grin:

and cheers, ppl... :)

@blackspirit... Yeah, must´ve been coz she´s Swedish... You got space for a nice longhaired beardy metal fan over in Norway? :)
 
Originally posted by Phyros
[BYou got space for a nice longhaired beardy metal fan over in Norway? :) [/B]

Be careful, in Norway, you have to do tons of things to prove you are a true metalhead, like burning churches or run naked in the Woods with axes in each hands

and if you move to Norway, where do we go all, we who were planning to move to Goteborg before the next century
 
Originally posted by aegis


Be careful, in Norway, you have to do tons of things to prove you are a true metalhead, like burning churches or run naked in the Woods with axes in each hands

and if you move to Norway, where do we go all, we who were planning to move to Goteborg before the next century

Göteborg? Why the fuck? :grin:
Move up here instead! :grin: :grin: