The damn server fault on me while I was making the post
, anyway, here it goes:
Great thread Bryant, you have outdone yourself!
Why do I love heavy metal? Actually I was thinking about it while listening to some doom and driving two days ago. Why I found this slow almost depressive music appealing? Why actually is uplifting for me? Why I change from listening to easily available radio/TV friendly pop to heavy metal 25 years ago? Why I take so much time, money and effort in getting music on CDs instead of just downloading the flavor of the week (pop, hip-hop, rap, reggaeton, whatever).
I guess is part empathy, part energy canalizing. I feel heavy metal music is empathic with me, the melodies and harmonies ease my soul, the lyrics make me think and philosophy about life and existence (or sex and booze
). I know I chanalize a lot of anger and frustration through the music (especially good thrash), anger that otherwise will be discharged violently upon others (I have anger management problems).
I know a lot of people say that they love to speed when driving and listening so some whiplash neck-breaking metal, but for me is a way to vent off the rush hour madness, to ease up, to relax. I like to go to sleep and listen to some metal as a lullaby, I love to exercise in the gym while singing along some good metal, I feel I have more energy while doing so.
Why I found so many positive things in metal?, I don't know.
I do know it changed my life, maybe by making me different an outcast to some (elite IMO
) I avoided smoking, drinking (alcohol) and drugs. I studied hard at the university while listen to metal, I work hard in the laboratory for both my thesis with heavy metal, I concentrate happily on a task at work if I can listen to some metal (not very much these days, lack of privacity
).
Heavy metal sustained me when my father died, it had given me strenght to carry on being a depreesive person. I like to laugh with heavy metal, cry with heavymetal, dream with heavy metal. Heavy metal has been there from me when I lost love, when my work sucked, when my body aged, when I lost friends, when life spit on my face. It never betrayed me, it never turned its back on me, it never had a headache
, it never say no to me.
Maybe some (or all) of you think that I'm being silly, full of clichés, but I can't conceived my life today without heavy metal, it's maybe a drug an addictive one. Maybe, but I rather be addicted to this than to something lessening to my health.
Moreover how many friends I have made through metal forums, would I have done so listening to something else? Would I have been so welcomed and cared for when I attended PPVII?
Why I love heavy metal? Because I do, because I can.
P.S.
I live each day, like it's my last. I live for rock and roll, I never look back
I'm a rocker, Oh oh Do as I feel as I say. I'm a rocker, Oh oh, and no one can take that away - Judas Priest
Nobody's gonna change my world. That's something too unreal, nobody will change the way I feel - Black Sabbath
I win the brilliant victories & the golden glories, I keep on running to the immortal future, now Forever! And never ending in the hell, Heavy Metal is my way! Metalucifer