im single now and living alone. as much as i hate it, i have no choice. i'm not going to crumple like your average joe, im a young guy and just got out on my own. i have too much life to live and im creating the means for a great one at that. i can't say that my heart hasn't been fucking ripped out though. i also can't say that i'm not part of the problem, i made many mistakes. either way, what happened did and i just need to sort out the mess and focus on other things. i would still take her back but honestly, i don't see it happening. meh, enough ranting.