Im freakin, My Brother in Law passed last night of a heart attack at 5:45pm & my step sister passes at 7:45pm fof ovarion cancer....Not to mention my other step sister passed earlier this year of Breast cancer and my father in May this year..in hospis.... My step mother doesnt want to live any more after losing 2 Daughters and a husband this year, not to mention my mother in law is in Kessler nurseing home not doing well at all..........its insane???