Female Rants

will they even give head? or have sex? i mean, how could they, if they dont like sausage
~gR~

:lol::lol::lol:

At one camp I went to there was this one vegan kid. Pretty much everyone hated him. He would come up to you and say "wanna see something cool?" and then take you to the PETA website. Real moron, too...
I think tofu turns people into stupid assholes.
 
I honestly do not try getting laid and that might seem dumb and could have gotten laid by skanks(can) that are actually hot and could if really wanting to just do not want that. I live in a small town and am not 21 and can only do some much with my surroundings. I finally have a decent job getting my shit together and want to be prepared. I have had my permit for almost 5 years and am finally doing my drivers test in a week and want to be somewhat stable and independant so I can offer a female something to work with and not be so futile where she has to put in all the effort because a female can like you, but she's not going to be your mother either. I know females who think I am hot, but am worried about what they would think of bad choices i've made. I'm more about just wanting to meet the right female who I can enjoy being around only wanting her and when the time comes it comes. I have things I need to focus on more than trying to get laid. A female might be into you thinking you're hot, but when you have fucked up prolonging things(you can't understand if not in the situation) and regardless you can admit it not being in denial still have this side doubt where you do not want to drag a good female into your bullshit and think if she knows might think different. I have talked to julie for example who is hot. Her personality is awesome and know she would hang out with me and can't get myself to make a move, she's perfect to because she's alittle older more calm stable and does not go out to much and almost positive she's not dating. I honestly think when turning 21 am going to be sick of drinking really quick because have since 16. I drink and smoke to much. I need a female who is willing to understand and push me alittle and give me time to make changes instead of just being a blatant bitch. Sure I need to get laid, but i'm not like that. I want ass do not need it. I get sick of shit I do and meet females who do the sameshit and would probably do me. I want something different. I wish I would have paid attention and wish could make more money,etc.. and offer a female the world. I'm more afraid of not being able to offer a female anything which prevents me from asking out females who are obviously into me. There's just no point in trying to get laid with someone who is dumber or as dumb than you just as fucked. I just do not want to resort to getting drunk with some skank and fucking myself and she could give me pussy all she wanted and it would not make me feel any better because I just ended my life right there. I know people who just do not care and sure they might get laid but there lives are still shit and done for and no one seems to care. Getting laid should come natural and people should not be out intentionally trying to get laid.

I'm actually a patient person and believe in some form of fate/destiny and that Julie lives about me and I live below for some reason. I need to be social with her so she knows, but need to work and rent out this place and get somethings done before trying to get laid and moving in on her. I just do not want to fuck something up fast purely because of hormones when not prepared.

I could go ask julie out now, but it would make more sense to wait a week until having my license or wait until having a car so she knows I care and does not have to babysit me and be my second mother. I know when a female thinks i'm hot and still would not put in the effort. I only have my permit and swear this one female recently wanted to fuck the shit out of me and than realized I had to walk home from work and now does not look at me the sameway. I think females want you to be in charge and when realizing they would have to babysit you are turned off regardless if attracted to you or thinking you could both be perfect. I think physical attraction and connection might not be enough to overcome things and since am generally on the side am not sure either. I just feel there is weight from the world and a lot of weight from social pressure on my shoulders that needs to be removed and it can be astonishing how much of it you can feel because of how society is and perception and ideals/standards. I can't rid it and just could not deal with a female while dealing with this and it sucks.
 
Whatever you want to do man.

Steak and beer FTW

I hate steak, and beer. I dunno, I'm just super picky.

There was a Goth-vegan at my old school. She was annoying. She would always bitch about stuff. And hit the lunch table as she did it.
 
I can't believe you wrote that whole thing just to have everyone scroll past it

I really don't care if some reads what I say or not. I just vented and wasted time and kinda feel better. I've been sober all day and night and have to work tomorrow morning. I thought about all kinds of things while typing that bullshit which gives me insite and different perspective. I could just think about it and not try and type it!

Maybe I should just try and write lyrics and compact my thoughts with a different approach into 'songs' instead of ranting. I don't know. I should probably sit at a table with a piece of paper and pen.
 
I hate when my girlfriends are too bothered with his womanish shit. Like we are about to go for a walk or something (just a fucking walk) and she calls me in panic and yells: "Oh my! I don't know what to dress on! Tell me what should I dress on". Like I fucking care or like it actually matters...