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aka Tzabill
i think what you feel now is a symptom of adolesence and should not be treated with medicines and stuff.
im fucking scared
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if thats the case, then why arent my friends that i confide in, and they confide in me... why arent they showing any signs in anything like this...
I'm not saying you NEED medicine or anything like that, but if whatever you've been feeling is strong enough to give you suicidal thoughts, it wouldn't be a bad idea to go see a shrink. I'm not a fan of these drugs or any medicines in general, so counseling could definitely help.
Yes, sometimes it is a symptom of adolescence, but that usually doesn't cause someone to feel suicidal.
Sorry if I'm rambling but ever since my friend killed himself I just sort of cringe when I see things about depression or suicide.
Yes, sometimes it is a symptom of adolescence, but that usually doesn't cause someone to feel suicidal.
Sorry if I'm rambling but ever since my friend killed himself I just sort of cringe when I see things about depression or suicide.
sorry for bringin back anything like that for ya, just wanted to let everyone here know about what im feeling and if i disappear for a while, not to worry because id prolly just be getting help from someone or something
I take something called Paxil for depression. I had a panic attack and started talking about suicide, and my mom freaked, and now I take it... it doesn't really help much...
most people wanna kill themselves because their lives are less than ideal, not due to some silly ass medical condition
the real solution is not medication... the real way to break out of depression is to make lotsa money and fuck bitches.
the real solution is not medication... the real way to break out of depression is to make lotsa money and fuck bitches.
ms. anthrope
back off, mofo...
it could be a chemical imbalance. does not mean you are crazy. i know people who deal with unusual bouts of depression/anxiety.
go see your physician. he/she could help point you in the right direction.
the worst thing you could do is to ignore how terrible you've been feeling!!! take care of yourself!
go see your physician. he/she could help point you in the right direction.
the worst thing you could do is to ignore how terrible you've been feeling!!! take care of yourself!
Yeah, no matter what MSC said, before I went to my doctor, I was in a bad state. I would've killed myself that very night. If you continue feeling that way, get help..
Poison God
I am the Dog
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PlatypusJesus
A Dead Sun Serenity
"the real way to break out of depression is to make lotsa money and fuck bitches."
That is the dumbest thing I have ever heard in my life, of course you were probably joking. Almost everyone has suicidal thoughts in their life. You just can't confide in them, because you want to live this life to the fullest, there might not be another one. Luckily, I have not had these thoughts and have a smile on my face all of the time (unless I'm trying to scare the hell out of someone who doesn't know me). If you think you are having a serious problem and you cannot think your way through it and cannot get yourself out of the depression then I would suggest, just like everyone else has, a doctor. I would also be careful if the doctor gives you medicine. First, I would try to get myself out of it and become optimistic but it sounds like you have already done that. Whatever you do, I wish you luck, and suicide isn't the answer (unless you have some uncureable disease and want to die with dignity). BTW, maybe I should change my sig., don't want to give you any ideas.
That is the dumbest thing I have ever heard in my life, of course you were probably joking. Almost everyone has suicidal thoughts in their life. You just can't confide in them, because you want to live this life to the fullest, there might not be another one. Luckily, I have not had these thoughts and have a smile on my face all of the time (unless I'm trying to scare the hell out of someone who doesn't know me). If you think you are having a serious problem and you cannot think your way through it and cannot get yourself out of the depression then I would suggest, just like everyone else has, a doctor. I would also be careful if the doctor gives you medicine. First, I would try to get myself out of it and become optimistic but it sounds like you have already done that. Whatever you do, I wish you luck, and suicide isn't the answer (unless you have some uncureable disease and want to die with dignity). BTW, maybe I should change my sig., don't want to give you any ideas.
neal
wizard in black
yeh. or maybe this is caused by pressure from elsewhere? i know you go to a smarty pants nerd school. do YOU want to? or do your PARENTS want you to? are you living for you? or someone else? i dont really know you so its hard to judge from an outside position. just some things to think about.
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lizard
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hey man, don't sweat going to a psychiatrist, even if he or she is a quack like some are at the very least you get to talk out what's on your mind, and its probably covered costwise by your parents health insurance. you might be surprised at who you know who's also seen one, some people won't talk about it because they fear the image. it's pretty normal to be fucked up somehow at your age, we can't all be the fucking homecoming queen or joe football. I finally swallowed my pride a few years ago and went to one for about six months to be evaluated for attention deficit disorder and chronic depression - the best thing I ever did, because the uncertainty over what was wrong with me is worse than the actual knowing.
ref Prozac: never taken it but I know people who have. some like it, some hate it, what it does is take the edge off the highs AND lows. me personally, as much as I hate the depths of my depressions, when I'm up I'm really up and I don't know if I'm ready to give those up.
ref Prozac: never taken it but I know people who have. some like it, some hate it, what it does is take the edge off the highs AND lows. me personally, as much as I hate the depths of my depressions, when I'm up I'm really up and I don't know if I'm ready to give those up.
Sweetheart, you are going to be fine. Allot of ppl have recommended seeing your doctor, and I agree. Sometimes that outside view can give you a new perspective on things.
One thing I would like you to keep in mind is that you ARE special. Your life means something! I think you're a very talened, and creative young man. Your poetry is beautiful, explore that more. Maybe one day you can publish a book of poetry!!
Choose to be happy today. Carry that thought with you all day long.
Love to you
One thing I would like you to keep in mind is that you ARE special. Your life means something! I think you're a very talened, and creative young man. Your poetry is beautiful, explore that more. Maybe one day you can publish a book of poetry!!
Choose to be happy today. Carry that thought with you all day long.
Love to you
dreaming neon darkspot
natures' retard
I've been suicidal often.It was all pretty lame stuff like school and friends...it's even lamer in retrospect.But I don't think I'd be able to get to a doctor about that kind of shit.That would involve telling my parents and...well...I'm sure that anyone who has read anything I've ever typed about my parents-especially my mother-knows how bad of a situation that would be.As soon as I got the words "Mom,I've been thinking about suicide lately." out of my mouth,she would immidiately blame the music I listen to(Marilyn Manson,Nevermore,Slayer,death metal) or the ppl that I'm friends with or my lack of faith and religious involvment.I talked to a guidence counselor at school once,but I think I scared her more than anything...even though I didn't even mention suicide,she would've notified my family.One of the ppl that I knew went also went to the counselor about me being suicidal.But that fucked me up more than it helped me.
ya... how would u even bring that up to somebody?
"Ive been suicidal"
"Ive been thinking about ending me"
a funny thing tho.... me dieing would be a pun on a Nevermore song lol "No More Will" my name's Will
"Hey mom, I want you to hear this song, i highlighted what i want you tp pay attention to" *highlighted in yellow is "No More" and in red "Will"*
even to the school counselor.... or even doctor.... how do we know that we can trust them not to tell anyone???
"Ive been suicidal"
"Ive been thinking about ending me"
a funny thing tho.... me dieing would be a pun on a Nevermore song lol "No More Will" my name's Will
"Hey mom, I want you to hear this song, i highlighted what i want you tp pay attention to" *highlighted in yellow is "No More" and in red "Will"*
even to the school counselor.... or even doctor.... how do we know that we can trust them not to tell anyone???
dreaming neon darkspot
natures' retard
You can't trust them.
I just freak ppl out when I they hear that I'm suicidal...of course they don't even have to hear that,they just assume it by looking at me-14 yr.lod gilr who always wears black listens to heavy metal and doesn't really give a fuck about her hair being too long or her clothing not being from some type of namebrand store or not having a boyfriend/guy she's currently lusting after.They just lable me "Suicide waiting to happen".
I have written some stories about suicide,though.One that I'm very proud of-"Liberation-Sliced Wrist"...of course,by the title,you can tell that it's glorifying suicide,so I doubt it's something that anyone would really appriciate.But I wrote it at a time when I was suicidal-and when you're suicidal and just not wanting to live anymore,do you really look at the ending of your own life as something that's unwanted?
I just freak ppl out when I they hear that I'm suicidal...of course they don't even have to hear that,they just assume it by looking at me-14 yr.lod gilr who always wears black listens to heavy metal and doesn't really give a fuck about her hair being too long or her clothing not being from some type of namebrand store or not having a boyfriend/guy she's currently lusting after.They just lable me "Suicide waiting to happen".
I have written some stories about suicide,though.One that I'm very proud of-"Liberation-Sliced Wrist"...of course,by the title,you can tell that it's glorifying suicide,so I doubt it's something that anyone would really appriciate.But I wrote it at a time when I was suicidal-and when you're suicidal and just not wanting to live anymore,do you really look at the ending of your own life as something that's unwanted?
so true... i have one REAL close female friend... not a girlfriend, just someone that will listen, give advice, laugh, cry with ya... a real good friend... and she knows more about me than ANYONE else... even my parents or whatever... and i frequently get in highly depressive moods (as you can obviously tell), and she helps me through ALOT... and when she asked if ive been thinking suicidal or anything, i told her "yea" and she sorta/kinda flipped out, shes just real supportive thru everything.... friends like that rule
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