@best some kind of contest i guess?nice
when i was still at school we were told about them literature/poetry contests,for like 13-35 year olds.so i took my chances a couple of times just for fun ,only me and me teacher knew.i had surprisingly good(according to my expectations)results each time and the stuff got published in a couple of books
the headmaster had phoned my parents too,who of course were ignorant that i even write stuff.so they broke my balls to just let them read what i wrote and went all depressed when i didnt
so me mom like searched (
)into bookstores and found those books about 5 years after
and she read them
my dad too
they even made a mate of them search old newspapers archive to find my stuff*so embarassing*
my grand-daddy whos a musician asked for my lyrics to put them into music
all the family was suppressing me
theres no way i could just show them.cos id feel like naked afterwards.cos they all have a kinda superficial idea of me.they dont dont know me.anyway,they would not accept me even if they did
anyone has a similar story?