so should i get drunk tonight, after seeing my ex/boyfriend for the first time in a month and a half when he came to the store to pick up the movies of his that i've had for the better part of 2 months and he would barely even look at me yet that's done more the express once and for all that we aren't together anymore than any time i've talked to him
or should i be not hungover tomorrow morning when i have to take a test and finish building a model airplane or something and go to all my other classes and wait until tomorrow night when i really hits me that i'm not as okay with this as i think i am now?