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icq saves logs automatically and it pisses me off cause after a few months it takes ages to start.
 
Strangelight said:
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Oh, I saved only one log of yours :p Okay, two.
 
saving logs sometimes is ok,if its something "important" or sth you dont wanna forget,especially if you have my weak memory.and after some time you can even look back and smile or spit at the way you were or the way you behaved in the relationship you had with a person etc.

i see it as a way of keeping a diary.or a bunch of electronic memories in a pouch.dont show them to anybody.personal stuff like.
 
somnium_in_tenebris said:
saving logs sometimes is ok,if its something "important" or sth you dont wanna forget,especially if you have my weak memory.and after some time you can even look back and smile or spit at the way you were or the way you behaved in the relationship you had with a person etc.

i see it as a way of keeping a diary.or a bunch of electronic memories in a pouch.dont show them to anybody.personal stuff like.

i feel shitty if i have to read those things again (...). the smiling and spitting is so annoying i think you better don't save all these things.

i guess memory is a nice thing which can soften hard things, even though you don't forget all shit. if you play with it like with reading those conversations again, the memories you had of them change and it feels like you've betrayed yourself, ie you weren't that mad on a person anymore, then you read some of that conversations and it brings back all that ... aagh. how weaker me memory, the better it is :)
 
siderea said:
i feel shitty if i have to read those things again (...). the smiling and spitting is so annoying i think you better don't save all these things.

i guess memory is a nice thing which can soften hard things, even though you don't forget all shit. if you play with it like with reading those conversations again, the memories you had of them change and it feels like you've betrayed yourself, ie you weren't that mad on a person anymore, then you read some of that conversations and it brings back all that ... aagh. how weaker me memory, the better it is :)

aah believe me i have some serious memory problems and it SUCKS big time not to remember anything.
Like sometimes i know i'm angry against someone but i dont remember why.
damn it feels creepy i can tell you :lol:
Same when people ask you how your day was and you're like " errr ..wait , i dont remember what' ve done .. " and they look at you and think you're pulling a joke but you're not:ill:
shitty really
 
I think when you reread old logs you have to face your own stupidity, and yeah, it hurts but it's very enlightening, having a perspective. Sometimes it even turns out that the other person was right in some things, about your character and all. I learn a lot from my old logs.
 
before deleting i often reread a conversation after it's finished because i'm so slow at typing. it needs all my attention and then i miss some comments sometimes.which at times gives stupid results.
 
Lenore said:
aah believe me i have some serious memory problems and it SUCKS big time not to remember anything.
Like sometimes i know i'm angry against someone but i dont remember why.
damn it feels creepy i can tell you :lol:
Same when people ask you how your day was and you're like " errr ..wait , i dont remember what' ve done .. " and they look at you and think you're pulling a joke but you're not:ill:
shitty really

haha yeah i know what you mean, ... but then i think it's just natural.... i know it's easier in life if you can fluently tell these stories with these big feelings, but i'm a bit confused, so i'm not that fluent with it.
 
Oh, that's exciting, I always do that, checking if the corn is still there and all, and if you take iron tablets it becomes dark green/black, yeah, the other day... (SHUT THE FUCK UP STUPID BITCH *slap*)
 
Dhatura said:
Oh, the long ones are the kings. Maybe your toilet couldn't deal with it, that's why the curve.

it was actually in Holland where you have to shit on a ledge. Probably the point of impact made the curve at the front end, but it was nicely pointed at both ends. A masterpiece :lol: