Does anyone else -besides me- have problems with putting off things?
I keep postponing everything to the final days or further. And I cant do things in details, like I cannot start to write a novel just into the big unknown undefined future or so. I need targets, and the most I need deadlines, a time limit.
But then these limits finish me off like.. If I think about that I must be ready for a week later then it fucks up all of my days and I'm unable to do anything and I start real work/studying/etc on the last hours of tha last day. And then I'm cool... and I start it over. Shit.
Sometimes I feel I keep postponing my whole life to the next one. :Smug:
I keep postponing everything to the final days or further. And I cant do things in details, like I cannot start to write a novel just into the big unknown undefined future or so. I need targets, and the most I need deadlines, a time limit.
But then these limits finish me off like.. If I think about that I must be ready for a week later then it fucks up all of my days and I'm unable to do anything and I start real work/studying/etc on the last hours of tha last day. And then I'm cool... and I start it over. Shit.
Sometimes I feel I keep postponing my whole life to the next one. :Smug: