Hey peeps!
Oh, yes..i'm still alive, kicking and breathing!
It's been ages, i know..but i cannot forget this place and i miss you guys very much lately! (sob, sob..geez, some things just do not change, do they?
)
I still do not have a job, yeah well..a few hours at a callcentre but i do not like it over there. The people who attend to be my bosses are really the most useless players i have ever met and they think every girl or woman that works for them, has only one command between their ears: open your legs and i will fuck you up to a new level and more important job!
And i think i have more between my ears than that, so i am having a hard time there, trying to make sure they won't bother me again when they think they can insult me or play with me. I hate that so much but ah well, in one or another way, they will learn...i do not doubt myself in that!
I do not like to get fucked up, i want to work myself up! I know i have the abilities but things are not going well here in Holland, especially when you are out of a job. It's hard to get one these days..but i won't give up.
I have had a few opportunities and at one job, it took them 3,5 hours to decided which one they wanted to have in their team, it was between me and another guy. They didn't wanted to swim the sea with me because i do not
have enough experience. (not in their working-field)
They wanted to have me, they thought about taking me and pay extra attention to my first weeks and working methods, but they simply didn't have the money, time and persons to do that with me. In other words: It's a shortcome in their company, not to take me in. They did gave me a huge dose of feedback and it sounded all great but still..i do not have a job. That's why i am thinking of starting my own business but that is still so fresh and fragile..that i do not have more to write about right now.
WHA! in these few months that i have been away a lot of things happend and it's just too much to write about in this message.
I hope you all are doing great and well, i just miss u guys!
When i have a job that pays me enough money i will have the opportunity to get connected to the net again, so untill then it will be like this.
So, be happy i am not overloading this site right now..or weep because you miss me so much..it's all even to me!
-x-
Iris
Oh, yes..i'm still alive, kicking and breathing!
It's been ages, i know..but i cannot forget this place and i miss you guys very much lately! (sob, sob..geez, some things just do not change, do they?
)I still do not have a job, yeah well..a few hours at a callcentre but i do not like it over there. The people who attend to be my bosses are really the most useless players i have ever met and they think every girl or woman that works for them, has only one command between their ears: open your legs and i will fuck you up to a new level and more important job!
And i think i have more between my ears than that, so i am having a hard time there, trying to make sure they won't bother me again when they think they can insult me or play with me. I hate that so much but ah well, in one or another way, they will learn...i do not doubt myself in that!
I do not like to get fucked up, i want to work myself up! I know i have the abilities but things are not going well here in Holland, especially when you are out of a job. It's hard to get one these days..but i won't give up.
I have had a few opportunities and at one job, it took them 3,5 hours to decided which one they wanted to have in their team, it was between me and another guy. They didn't wanted to swim the sea with me because i do not
have enough experience. (not in their working-field)
They wanted to have me, they thought about taking me and pay extra attention to my first weeks and working methods, but they simply didn't have the money, time and persons to do that with me. In other words: It's a shortcome in their company, not to take me in. They did gave me a huge dose of feedback and it sounded all great but still..i do not have a job. That's why i am thinking of starting my own business but that is still so fresh and fragile..that i do not have more to write about right now.
WHA! in these few months that i have been away a lot of things happend and it's just too much to write about in this message.
I hope you all are doing great and well, i just miss u guys!
When i have a job that pays me enough money i will have the opportunity to get connected to the net again, so untill then it will be like this.
So, be happy i am not overloading this site right now..or weep because you miss me so much..it's all even to me!
-x-
Iris
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