as a general theme, i think about the vastness of existence and my inconsequential life, my limited viewpoint. something so beyond me, that i can only see evidence through the unnoticed accepted and forgotten everyday occurrences, the little things. my unanswerable questions that despite trying to rationalize, im not getting any closer to knowing. and somehow thats okay, despite all my shortcomings, im as complete as humanly possible. so just sort of accepting the beauty in the here and now and forever. the music gives me a temporary contentment, a distraction to silence my chattering monkey mind. a distraction in the sense that it brings up these thoughts (and their endless questioning cycle), purposely and directly address them, and lets me know its okay, im not alone, and silences me for the moment. thoughts and questions are carried away by melodies. its simply by enjoying the music that i am brought to the present..