RPG is causing phycological problems...

Now posting something a little more ontopic.

I do have quite a number of characters i am fond of, and did experienced something similar. While i didnt played the character enough to actually grow to like it in the way some of you do, i did put a lot of work into it and not only that, it came out as a very interesting character.

For the people who is familiarized with werewolf the apocalypse, I created a Metis Shadow Lord who was basically extremely proud and ashamed of his nonexistant lineage and the shame of his birth. He struggled to prove himself before everyone but he always knew he would never, ever be completly accepted ( I know he could, but the character didnt ).

I was very angry to lose it because some stupid players got into a player on player fight and the GM ( who is quite bad actually ) decided to just change chronicles and let our characters die. While i could do a similar character or use it with another gamemaster it just wouldnt be the same.

Im also worried about another character, a Vampire named Dimitrii Diaconescu Perez who i play on our vampire the masquerade sabbat chronicles. Im worried because i spended literally several days investigating the phsycological profile of several serial killers and trying to understand most of the terms, but because of the personality archetype and the background i wrote for my character, i had to create a very low powered character ( a 14th generation vampire who is plagued with something among the lines of 6 derrangements...and yes each one has a reason and/or a propose )

It hasnt died but it shurely will ( specially in the light of the light of the upcoming chronicles which involve gehenna )
 
Fourka said:
Yep Flannaes is the world of Greyhawk!

So, I have somewhere drawn my character (not very detailed cause I did it when I was at lecture), so when I scan it I will send it! hehehe....What I want also to draw is the last scene when I am just dead. This scene has stuck and haunted my mind for days...I have every detail of this picture in my mind...Also, some other scenes would be nice to draw, that belong to these last days (Fourka with bad charisma running back to the forest etc)...All this last days can be thought as a very dark situation, very depressive and very stressful....here it comes again!! If I don't stop writing now I won't be able to study today!! hehe...(RPG is DAMN good dammit!!)
:lol: Well it's been a LONG time since I pulled out the map... ;)

I would always try to sketch my characters, but never could do them justice. And in the end felt kind of stupid trying to capture their essence by drawing... I'm okay, but not nearly vivid enough to satisfy me. I would love to see pictures when you have time to scan them. Post them or email them to me. :)
 
Misanthrope said:
Thats like saying all people who listen to metal are a bunch of social rejects that are insecure and crave for atention. While it might look like it from the outside, Roleplaying can be a mature, enriching experience. Anyone who ever has appreciated a good story ( i think everyone ) can appreciate roleplaying, giving the correct game and the correct kind of players to play with.

Dont trow all the apples away just because some of them look rotten, you could be missing on quite a bit.
Heavy metal doesn't have that stigmatism attach to schizoid behaviour, because metalheads don't roleplay out their fantasies, unless you're talking about Burzum. :)
 
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@misanthrope: Cool stuff written over there, despite I haven't played White-Wolf stuff...nice posts :)
@Voice of God: That really owns!! hehehehe...This is definately me!!! I added this page to the favorite ones! Good one!
 
Just for you Fourka :p

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Arch said:
I hate anything to do with RPG. It's just fantasy and people not taking their life seriously. I was seeing this girl who was into that kind of stuff along with her anime crap. She can't face reality because she lives in her own little fantasy world.

exactly. I like RPGs but I don't get obsessed with them and go into their worlds like some of these freaks do.


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Hehe...I just saw this... You should get a life as well...cause I can see that you joined UM in Feb 2003 (one month before I did), and it seems as you've been obsesed with it cause you have *takes out the calculator* 8 times more posts than I...now you tell me what that means..:)
 
lol...but you didn't tell me I'm obssesed...so at least you don't seem silly in my eyes...I could show more respect to someone that tells me what not to do if he doesn't do this himself...(I hope you understand what my point is..:) )
 
Fight fight fight!
 
Fourka said:
Hehehehe!! Cool one xeno! I'm looking forward to that day that we will place all dice on the table together with all the maps and the chars! :)
That would be fun! :)

Hey! :p I showed you mine... now time for you... :tickled: