Manic Ferocity
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I can smoke weed for 2,3 days or once in awile and not touch the stuff for months. I've always been like that. There is aspects I enjoy about it and than some I do not. Which is why I can't smoke it on a basis. After I started having insecurities and problems as an adult it somehow affected my high. As a teenager you don't really have problems or as much insight on your self and life. I do not go to Rehab anymore, but once I started going to Rehab and was in institutions really realised how fucked up I was and the pain of my actions. And different insights. So it actually sometimes makes smoking or drinking strange because of my perception now and what happened to me. Smoking sometimes effects my psyche meds. Once I was sober for a long period of time I got all fucked up in my head. I started having anxiety,etc...
Good post. This is pretty much exactly why I don't smoke weed anymore and why I am working on quitting drinking. I never got to the level of needing rehab but I do have a drinking problem and my actions while drinking have always been pretty outrageous, for better or for worse. I've been sober since last Thursday and I hope to keep that up.