Well, I come back every... 6 months, just to check and make sure that everything is in place around here. I hope that Rahvincito takes that in account and someday he will pay me back. Man, this is tough work, mind ya!!
About you being yourself... well, I bet you don't quite know what that means. The "know thyself" part of existence is both a great and elusive mystery and one damn good quest to be on. Because in the end... what the f... are you?
If I should point towards any direction at all, I would suggest that you pay attention at the way you define yourself. Let's take the "not good news" for example. As self defining sentence, it is not very positive, is it? (Oh, damn, this is a melodic death metal forum where negativism could be taken as good... I know... but still... am I rambling? I am, definitely).
My point is, when we pay attention to that which in our heads is self-defining, we make it sort of true. It is no different than good looking people that don't realize they are good looking, and even though they score from time to time because their looks are inevitably appealing to the other sex, they keep telling themselves that they are not good enough. And they refrain themselves from being anything else than what they think they are.
Quoting Henry Ford (the guy of the Star Wars saga, right?
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"Whether You Believe You Can, Or You Can't, You Are Right""
No hard feelings, little hyena, you were kind of annoying in the past, but I don't think it's more your fault than me being... well... whatever I have been. Maybe we won't hang out and be friends but... I'm still the "I will help save the world" stupid robot that I was in a certain sense. The only difference is that nowadays I don´t keep that as goal that must be attained at all costs, which helps me to enjoy life much more.
Uhh... I got carried away. I hope everybody is keeping well and stuff.
Hugs,
|ngy // Daniel.