Few reasons:
1. I could work at least 2X faster. (Maybe even 3X faster, if I could get the perfect "template" for the studio setup and projects). I could make and finish records like a freaking factory = more albums for you guys.
You know Hans Zimmer has a freaking computer farm with ten computers or more, I need something like that! Realtime is King and RAM is God! But unfortunetaly we´re not there yet, so I have to survive with 1 computer and 4GB RAM... sigh.
2. We would get much better productions = more ass kicking from the speakers!
3. The productions would reflect much more my end vision of the particular projects.
4. Everything would be so much easier, I could just relax and create music without workarounds = that means also better music, I work better when I´m not stressed.
5. We would save money for not having to use expensive commercial studios anymore. We could put that money for example upgrading our liveshow, websites and shit like that... Or take a long vacation in hawaii.
So it´s not really an obsession, but more like a necessity. But it´s probably not gonna happen in a long time, so I guess it´s pointless to fantasize about it now, makes me even more stressed and sad.
But it´s the same with everyone, we always feel bad about what we don´t have, instead of feeling happy what we do have. But I guess without that desire we would still be in the trees eating bananas.
Of course in this case though, you know the studio is just a tool for work, a MUCH BETTER tool, but I just have to appreciate the tools I got now and work the best I can with them. (Well actually I don´t even own most of the tools I have now, our manager and record company does). So I´m gonna be their little bitch for a loooooong time.
Just remember when the Time comes, support us and hopefully we´ll be able to get the next album out faster. Please understand that we´re just a really small operation with limited gear and funds.
p.s. Kai said it well to me: "You´re building a skyscraper with a hammer".