For the record I'd like to tell my side of the story, too.
Most people from here who really know me know I wasn't attracted to all the internet guys I had a relationship with. I just thought they were nice and that they deserved to have a chance. I was only truely attracted to 3 of them: Lorenzo, Collin and Flo. I guess that also explains the fact I tried so hard to be in love with the other ones... Looking back I realize I didn't believe myself when I said I was in love so I tried to convince myself by exposing it to everyone. I had shitty self-esteem back then, so having a guy come up to me and tell me I was beautiful and that he loved me felt good. It did more harm than good ofc, I guess especially since the main guy was not the guy with the most friends on the board.
I don't care what you guys think of me, I don't think I can be hated more than I'm hated on this board already anyway. But still, I think it's important to hear both sides of the story before judgeing something/someone. My issues are over though, I learned a lot over the past 10 months, I even learned to love myself which kind of triggered a lot of changes in my life.
No more internet crap for me. But COBOT will always be a part of me