i hate myself for this- last year i was really good friends with some kid, then rumors started that he was going to ask me out.. i tried avoiding him for a bit, as he was always asking me to talk to him alone. after time he became very depressed and antisocial. then this year i found out that his dad died and he wasnt trying to ask me out, he was trying to talk to me, his best friend. what really sucks is that we were really good friends, then i turned my back on him when he really needed me. i hate myself for it.. everytime i see him. i gave up a great friendship and neglected someone that really needed me. thats my biggest fuck up, and now i think i should go say sorry but idk how.. everytime i see him i feel like crying