Originally posted by Misanthrope
Sorry to ruin your thread...on second thought im not sorry, i live for this stuff. Peace is over.
First of all Sullen: thanks for keeping it up while i was awake but i must critize one thing: you try to reason with a stupid whore that claims that reads about philosophy and does not even knows what things like misanthropy or nihilism are. You just cant argue with real life's Ned flanders wife ( btw you and satori will make a cute couple too bad he is taken and that you are a stinking whore ). I have more than explained it but ill try yet one more time to end this thing once and for all.
You will never understand me. I hate moral, i hate traditions, i hate values, i hate religions, i hate people, i hate comunities, i hate censorship, i basically hate everything that involves a society. I hate moral because its based on tradictions and proof and error system, it has been build since the dawn of time and is constantly evolving, moral concepts have no practical value is just a set of arbitrary rules that change within decades. People used to stone women to dead if they were not virgin before marriage, and 10 years from now it will be socially correct for 13 or 14 year old girls to have sex, in less than a decate all the moral values about sexuality have been trown away. Basically all moral suffers from this flaw it slowly changes acording to people, hippies can change moral in a decade, moral is just a stupid concept people use to live in harmony with each other, wich is an utopia and a impossible dream.
I hate traditions values and religions because they are all based on moral, just basically not accepting ourselves like we are drive us to try and leave in harmony setting arbitrary rules when the majority of people agree, and that majority is at constant change, to me all of this is so damn stupid, is like a poser kid changing his look in high school every day to "fit in" he could save too much problems with just being whatever the fuck he wants to be. Religion is just an intrincade system that takes advantage of moral to " inflict pain and fear" like chuck said, it just controls people by dictating a system that the majority accepts as correct, then enforces it by making extreme punishment like hell. Maybe something like budism does not follows this patern, but it has its flaws too and i dont wish to discuss them.
I hate people and comunities. I just dont like people, they are too stupid and too selfish, and is on they nature to be that way, a comunity is basically a group of people that choose to be togheter and reject everyone who is not like them, and they grow out of proportion when everyone just changes and "relaxes" or "goes with the flow". It is just an example of human stupidity, humans are selfish beings by nature, their basic animalistic instinct dictates so, every human's ultimate goal is to succed above others and procreate the best breed possible. Even the most complicated thoughts and acts can be linked to this basic concepts, and i have fail ( for 20 years ) to see something human that does not relates to this. All comunities are pointless to me cause i no longer seek companionship i know i will never find like minded people, because like minded people like me would also aspire to the ultimate goal of becoming a hermit. People is just too hypocrite and stupid to even try to live around them without busting into tears and curse life and existance of man kind each night. Is beyond a concept, Misanthropy is a sentiment, one that can never be changed. People will forever fail me and i will forever fail people cause im human, is worthless to try.
Wich brings me to trying. Why do you bother about your kid? ultimately you will die and he will die and that is final, forget fairy tales about heaven or reencarnation, you will be just vermin food. There is no point in worring that much about your kid, or wining an argument on the internet, ultimately there is no point in leaving. Life is meaningless everything we do has no real propuse, everything will be forgotten, satisfaction does not exist, the present cannot be enjoyed because you cannot be aware of the present, you can only be aware of the immediate past, everything we do to make us feel good does not make us feel good it just leaves memories that we like. Every little thing that brings happyness becomes a memory and all memories die whit our bodies but usually sooner. Memories fade away, they grow weak, what it makes you feel on top of the world an hour after it passes, will be allright the next day, and will be just "good times" in the next year. Every single thing we do in life is pointless because there is not propose for anything. There is just nothing. Life is a complete void, we live like robots we do things mecanically and we hang on to our precious teasures like memories, self awareness is a curse. A curse of all intelligent animals like us, cause you will never understand life or time and space, because we humanize this things. Self awareness limit us from a true pure perception of life, it makes us think we should and have a propose, it make us put ourselves goals, we shape the concepts of life and reality to adapt this self awareness, we know we live but we cannot understand that everything we do is completly pointless at all times. Yes everything is pointless, we are just objects in time and space with no real propose, everything we do will be forgotten after we die, our lifespawn ultimately makes life a worthless waste of time, it just does not matters what you do in life you know were it ends: Death. Death that destroys past present and future, death that is just a big void right ahead of us that sucks us down into nothing, death that consumes of us all. This death is our worst fear, and we try to cheat it because we try to put value in our aimless existance and death is just a cold way to remind you that true nothingness is the only thing that is real in this life, we are just a series of events that go on in a random fashion that acomplish absolutely nothing, and death is just an extension of such void. Man cannot understand this void, man create stupid words to define the absense of it all, nothing is the most unaccurate word to describe nothingness, this concept can be too much for someone to understand, but this is exactly what reality is: Nothing. Series of events unrelated of each other that have no real propose on a random universe, so how can our life have any meaning? how can we care about anything when everything we do is pointless, is just nothing is a waste of time, is wasting your energy, is frustrating and going crazy over a simple random event like death, or life. The universe is a big sea and we are but molecules of water floating aimlessly on it. To embrace this void, to accept death, to understand the aimlessly life, is to understand nihilism as i see it.
This is not even the full begining of how i feel about life and mere words just dont make justice to it, and you, you care about things like sees on t.v.? he will never be able to face death, he will never learn how to loose, he will never have a single moment of happyness that doesnt becomes a blury memory that dies with his death, his whole life is a pointless waste and no matter what he does or thinks or tries he will forever live in a shield you and everyone in the world builds in front of them, thinking life has a meaning, thinking death can be cheated, thinking that inocence is a good thing, thinking they are really just trying to be happy and live in harmony with each other. Is just a sad sad thing, they whole life is a lie, everything they do is a lie.
And you care about what your kid watches on tv...please, censorship is rules on top of values on top of moral on top of a society on top of a meaning of life, on top of nothing, is propably the most irrelevant thing i can think off. How can you even hope to understand why i dont give a fuck about you and i could take your life whitout thinking it for a second? how can your little brain process this ammount of information and understand how blind the whole world is and how can you even being to understand how i think moral is stupid and it does nothing? this is why i cant argue with you and i just sent you on your way to eath your chocolate covered kid.