hyena said:
But then I might have to say sorry because I was wrong, not because I tried to speak the truth.
I think you should say you are sorry, because I think you were wrong.
http://www.ultimatemetal.com/forum/showpost.php?p=4837029&postcount=97
Stuff to think about. Is it really the passion for truth? You are attacking the ones you like (probably for the sake of their self-improvement, right?) and they are so stupid that they dont seem to get the point - that your intentions are to bring out the best in them, to make them perfect. But what is the basis for all this? What the hell makes you think that people around you should comform to your perspective? Is it really the passion for truth? Whose truth? Its totally natural that these people end up hating you. You have no fucking idea how sick you made me with that post about Undo and Rincewind. You ruined the second half of yesterday and a considerable part of today for me. But why is that so? Because you dont give a fuck. And the worst thing is that you are aware of that. And you still do it (because the truth blah blah). Accumulated knowledge my ass. If this is what that knowledge is about, thank you very much. Maybe I dont like what Undo does on this board (and I think people here agree with you only because they feel the same, which makes me sick even more, because this is not about that, this is about someone attacking someone else with a load of bullshit, and even if I didnt like what that person does here, I would still feel sick (and especially for Rincewind, your "I dont mean this as an insult" almost made me cry)), but I would never ever feel entitled to comment on his personal life the way you did. I once made that mistake with you and you were really offended. Well, I could also say that I didnt mean it as an insult, it was just my passion for the truth. So next time you start yapping about "blatant lies", remember this lie of yours.
I had the same passion for the truth when I was 18. I was attacking my wife (in those days my girlfriend) with all kinds of bullshit like you wrote about UC and Rincewind. I thought I see her as she really is and I was trying to make her fit that frame. It always ended in tears, her tears. This happened like every 3 months and it took almost 4 years. Then she wrote me a letter (what a silly thing to do, right?), a very long letter. And when I finished reading it I felt like a complete asshole. You may think someone is inferior, that s/he doesnt see the things you see and you have to tell him/her, because you are oh so fucking smart. Well, its wrong. There is a reason why you are drawn to these people, why you like them. They are not inferior, they just have their own perspective and ways of expressing themselves. The things I read in that letter opened my eyes and I quit my "quest for the truth", because I realised I was wrong. I have written lots of poems to my wife. Some of them have maybe done more than scratch the surface. My wife wrote only one poem for me - but when I read it, I felt Id never be able to write such a thing. It was very short, but her whole heart and soul were there. Thats love - and thats the something you dont have, and that makes you do what you do. If I continued with my "quest", I would never get a chance to read that poem, because my wife would start hating me and leave me. So, I wish you the best, I really do, but I simply cant read anything you post here, so Ill have to ignore you (or stop visiting this forum, which I wont do because of you). I did that before, but then I unignored you, because I felt kind of sad for doing that. Now I see that was completely stupid, because it would spare me from this shit. Goodbye.