So...I was able to find this album after looking for it for quite a bit. I've listened to it at least 15 times since I got it a couple of days ago and.....wow. It's so....bleak. It leaves me feeling empty, almost spent but filled with longing (for....?) at the same time. It's like I want to be sad and angry and loving all rolled up into one confusing emotion. Very few albums touch me like this so....I just wanted to share....