I am surprised and yet not surprised at you, Hexwind. Just because you THINK it's rubbish MAKES it rubbish. You've failed it before it even began to make sense. But I have simply not explained it in a way you understand, so give me something in your life you do not understand and I will explain it.
EDIT: A common problem is that people think all these things I write here are in the books. The books are the soundtrack to my learning process, nothing more. True wisdom is attained by reflecting on what you know and expressing it.