I can't keep up with this thread, argh. To be truthful, I don't know a lot of people that I can just be open with and talk to intellectually. I can try to do that, but they either become lost in my rant or they become angry because of my opinions. For example, there is one person who always asks questions, he pretty much talks in questions, and he is always asking me things. And whenever I start to talk seriously about a subject, the response I get from him is "huh?" So yeah, he is not that bright. And in another situation, I told another person that I didn't believe in god, and he instantly became angry, and of course called me a devil worshipper. So, I thought that I would use him as an experiment, and I wrote out a satanic list of things I needed to do that day, let him see it, and then acted like I didn't want him to see it. Of course, he believed that it was real, and I think that proves just how blind some people are, because any logical person would know it was fake. But of course, he wanted to believe that I was evil, so logic did not play a role in this. Anyway, those are my normal experiences when I try to talk to someone seriously. Now, I haven't found somebody I am in love with yet, but I have known people who I can open up to. For example, I have had some girlfriends that I can open up my beliefs to, but the only problem is again, they become lost. And of course, I don't really know many people who are *thinkers* especially girls. In fact, most of the time when I talk to them about issues such as society and life they say, "Wow, I have never thought of that," and I can't help but wonder why they have never thought of these things. And again, I have not found anyone that I share "the highest connection of all" with, so I have yet to have anyone I can share my feelings with.
remember what I told you about your big dream..... hump-hump-it-up-while-your-feet-are-stumpin'-and-the-jam-is-pumpin...
