GOD DOES NOT SMILE GOD IS A SLAVE TO WHAT IS RIGHT THAT IS ALL. IT NEVER LEAVES EVER it's easy when your a "joke" or "funny" or whatever i failed god BUT THAT'S BECAUSE i DIDN'T GIVE EVERY SINGLE BIT TO HIM YET but when i do THEN WHAT? will i wait 50 fucking years BEFORE I LEARN "i was a fool" knowing is so "kvlt" this chair THIS CHAIR YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND when you hit your children, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR FRIENDS... not "fun"... when you BLEED when you SUFFER IT DRIVES ME NUTS.. and then you come and say TEE HEE and i let you.... I USED TO BE A BEAST... and now look at me... and i'm meant to smile while people SAY TEE HEEE... WAIT... and i'm meant watch LIFE END WHEN I AM BETTER THAN EVERYONE and all man i wait and i wait i don't give all that's my "problem" what if it's a trick... and then all the "smart" HUMANS say "he knows" or "wow he's crazy" or blah blah blah... while i sit here and let my life and house burn down WHILE MAN LIVES but then if i don't go SAME GODAMN thing HELL, i probably SOUND STUPID NOW hell IT'S PROBABLY THIS CHAIR haha BUT I DONT KILL, i don't drink blood... and yet you speak to me WHEN IT'S "good times" BUT THEN when it's not so good WHERE YOU BE humans are trash... God is everything to be... this is all... weept.