having no friends...

BigFakeSmile

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having no friends is tha SuXXors! (did i spell that right?)

like right now, id like to go out for some food. but not alone. like, with someone. but i dont have any friends.
 
i go out to eat alone all the time and people always stare at me like they feel sorry for me. it's weird. sometimes a person will try to sit with me and talk to me!
 
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it sucks double for me because i like being around funny and interesting people but instead i am stuck around a ton of people, none of which are interesting or even nice, really, and so i feel more uncomfortable and more alone than i would if i even lived alone.
 
i can't help it.

actually i'm not even sad, just alone and kind of annoyed about that? i have complicated emotions that like, nobody else has really felt before and that's why it's difficult to articulate them.
 
I eat out alone too. Nobody ever really talks to me out of pity (or at all for that matter). I usually read though. That serves as a pretty decent replacement for human interaction.
 
eating out alone seriously isn't bad. i like it, especially because i like reading while i eat. i haven't done it in more than a year, though, and i really want to change that.