I usually dread waking up in the morning and going to school. I am in high school and basically feel like I am forced to go there. I don't see anything extremely positive that can come from high school. At this rate, I will get a paper that will allow me me to get another paper in college and then get a job that I will hate going to. Sounds fun!
Lately I have been questioning many things. For the past few years, I have said that I want to work with computers because I find them interesting and the money is good. The more I think about it...I don't want to sit behind a computer all day and waste away my life and deal with all the stress. Also, I don't really want to put up with all of the difficult courses in college and all the hours of studying.
In the end, none of this really matters. Plus, I don't really plan on having kids at this point in my life because I cannot see bringing any kids into this chaotic world. I just want to work at a cd store and listen to music all day. I would like to be with a girl who makes me happy and be completely comfortable with her and not worry about things.