How old were you when you started smoking ?.

I usually only smoke occasionally, but having a job again now for around 5,6 months makes me more aware of the shithole I live in which has me lighting up cigs all the time. I can't go outside without lighting one because I look around and it stresses me. I can't even sleep and and have to go outside on a regular basis and start looking around.
 
I was thinking either this place sucks and is a dump or maybe it's the best place ever and i'm so sick of it can't appreciate it. I have talked to people who think this place is beautiful and than am thinking it sucks and have talked to other people who think it sucks.
 
as for people talking about peer pressure, i know 3 people at my school who smoke cigarettes regularily. I have to go to a catholic school even though i dont like christianity. The few people there that i have hung out with and smoked a cigarette in their presence were all like why the fuck do you do that even though they were drinking and doing weed there. I guess it is because they see it as pointless, but its not like you dont feel anything from smoking,as i find it excellent for stress. As it is, i smoke 3 on the way to school (i live 30 minutes away) 3 after (before football practice, im manager due to exercise induced asthma) and 3 after. thats pretty much my routine unless im chilling with people, then i do about 4 more on top of those. I have been smoking a lot more lately than i used to. I guess i basically am in the clique that could be very popular but chose not to due to their habits with cigs, weed, and alcohol. There is so much less drama with them, because my school is plagued with it. The people i hang with are basically the only people that are seniors who arent immature assholes.
 
Raspberries are awesome. Natural, of course. Too bad they don't grow here so when you buy them, they're overfrozen, shriveled and sour as fuck. :erk:All but a distant memory of their genuine taste