Being in the stage I am in right now, must less situated like some of the senior members I look up to- If any notable AEs have taken the time to write in depth, or keep a kind of journal for this, I would really like to read about it. I could use something to put it all in perspective how their hard work and success was accomplished- that first dabbling on an old 4 track to how it became a matter of what to invest in- necessity or your passion. How it went from a ignorant thing between friends, to a local level, and then to an actual desire to relearn it the right way and how actions to achieve that knowledge and situation was made. I want to know how others are feeling when they NEED that piece of gear and how those financial decisions were made, over just common sense of "necessities first" or that risk just being taken or even if it was prayed over if you or they happen to be religious. I can't wrap my head around "time, patience, and hard work" anymore. I want to know what was going through the heads of the people before during and after they were in a perfectly A/C'd room with the beautiful racks of gear. Step by step and those thoughts and feelings. I'm not looking for a "how to" but a "how YOU did it and what YOU continue to do to grow" (or they)
Threads with journals of studios being built are very inspirational- But I am so demanding of myself that I find myself getting frustrated for not being the least bit situated (a mobile service with about 4-6 sessions a year since 2008)
Like I said, I could just use a blog or book to put this all in perspective. I know I "get it" but really thinking about it, I actually don't fucking UNDERSTAND it at all.
Thank you guys for taking the time to read this- I recently moved out to an apartment with a friend, and during all this "what to do and what not to do" thing we're all going through in life hahaha I ended up taking a few hits off my friend pipe last night, which I don't do and haven't done in years and felt the need to post this today.
Ermin hit home with his sticky in the production section, almost posted this there too. Hope you guys will point me to a good read. Thanks again.
Threads with journals of studios being built are very inspirational- But I am so demanding of myself that I find myself getting frustrated for not being the least bit situated (a mobile service with about 4-6 sessions a year since 2008)
Like I said, I could just use a blog or book to put this all in perspective. I know I "get it" but really thinking about it, I actually don't fucking UNDERSTAND it at all.
Thank you guys for taking the time to read this- I recently moved out to an apartment with a friend, and during all this "what to do and what not to do" thing we're all going through in life hahaha I ended up taking a few hits off my friend pipe last night, which I don't do and haven't done in years and felt the need to post this today.
Ermin hit home with his sticky in the production section, almost posted this there too. Hope you guys will point me to a good read. Thanks again.
