January 5th, 2003...

NAD

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is the last time I smoked a cigarette, until this evening.

Fuckin A man, cut me some slack, I just broke up with the girl of my dreams after 3 and 1/2 years of dating.

(this thread should serve as either 1) SMOKING DISCUSSION, 2) VICE ADDICTION, and 3) (distantly DISNTANT) feeling bad for NAD's dumbass for doing what he did.

SLYAER URESL>!!!!!!!111111111111

WAit.... IIIIIRIRIRESDESSS!!!!!!!!!1111111
 
Dude, what?! You broke up?

Didn't you just post a thread recently about marriage? Whatever happened, I'm sorry dude. Now I wish we lived near each other. I have no single friends to go out with, and consoling each other over 378 beers would be nice.
 
Shit yeah Mark, I feels you. Me you and JayKeeley could share about 029482304 pintes right about now (along with most of you other forum fuckers :tickled: )

So yes, NAD is in the dating game once again, and I've already swapped spit with two chicks and I have a date this Friday. It's time to purge my system boys, and after that we'll think about marriage, but NOT FUCKING NOW.

(for the record, I love my ex-woman of two days now, but there are some thihngs I have to accomplish on my own, and myaber MAYBE in 2 years if I'm smooth enough I can win her back).

By the waym, I'm fuckin GHOSED right now, obviously. :loco:
 
From what I can gather NAD, this isn't something that came out of the blue, because I know you were very wary about settling down just yet. That's probably the hardest way to get out of a relationship, when both parties come to a crossroads. In a weird way, it's a lot easier when you end up just hating each other and walking away thinking she's a bitch. :heh:
How did the cigarette taste by the way?:Smokedev: Last time I broke up with someone, I smoked lots of ciggies, drank lots of JD, and listened to lots of Megadeth ("In My Darkest Hour"). :heh:
 
man, come to chapel hill, there are 10,000,000 uber-hot chicks. and lots of alcohol. you can sleep on the floor of our room and play super nintendo and watch all my dvds and smoke pot next door.


just trying to help... sorry about the breakup though. breakups blow. i've never even dated a girl over 3.5 months, much less 3.5 years, so i have no clue what yuo are going through.
 
From what I know, the two best college towns for picking up chicks are probably Austin, TX and Chapel Hill, NC. Go NAD!

Other than that, I was lucky to find a lady that will go where ever the hell my compulsive mind wants to. Luckily we actually plan things, at least.
 
JayKeeley said:
How did the cigarette taste by the way?:Smokedev:
Soooooooooooooo gooooooooooooooooooooood... I got the biggest nicotine buzz in the world, it was awesome. The other two smokes I had tasted like shit though, I don't think I really need to smoke anymore. :loco:
 
Ok, you broke up with the so-called girl of your dreams. You're feeling low, pretty shitty and wish you could drink yourself into a stupor - the only problem is that you would need more money than Enron lost to drink with and secondly you would want to do the whole thing again the following day - which counts everyone out except gugs - who can drink for the USA and still talk shite.

BUT

Think about all the things that you wanted to do but you couldn't because you were 'tied down.' ... Fucking hell man, if you're down then use this to get your ass up and do something. Smoke weed, play playstation, get some birds and get dirty with jiggy, get a valuejet somewhere and have some fun. So the choice is yours - wallow in self pity for the next few months or start making small changes NOW to ease those feelings. In a few months time you would have made a collection of changes and you never know where you could end up.... You could be the gov'nor of California!
 
ChiefB said:
You could be the gov'nor of California!
:heh:

I'm definitely going about trying to make some major changes in the coming months, because now I really can. If I don't move to Arizona, Canada, England, Kerblakistan, or somewhere, I want to at least start writing my book again, play a shitload of video games, fix my 4Runner (current use is a 3,800 lb. paper weight), finally get that bigger TV, and plug as many female voids as possible.

I really purged myself last night, I know now I don't need to wallow in alcohol, because I feel fucking fantastic today. Except for having the beer shits of course. o_O
 
also... READ A FUCKIN GOOD BOOK!!!

read fucking STEPPENWOLF by herman hesse. if you have already, read it again. i've read it 39876492479284 times and am about to finish it again today. seriously, it is a perfect book about life, despair, depression, rebirth and hope. it is so deep and touches on so many subjects that it wold be silly for me to go into any of them now. by far my favorite book... everyone should read it at least 3 times before they die. if any book will get you through tough times, it is this one.

herman hesse > everyone
 
markgugs said:
I just got turned down for a job, and found out 2 others I was in the process of working on are now off the market. I'm about to head into panic mode.
That sucks ass man, but when you do get a job, we're sharing a god damn e-beer and e-toast even.
Black Winter Day said:
also... READ A FUCKIN GOOD BOOK!!!
Dude I've been reading so much this year, right now I'm reading more Salman Rushdie (The Moor's Last Sigh), and I have Siddhartha by Hesse on the docket too. And of course more Kerouac, I've read 4 books from the Duluoz Legend and I have 2 more on the shelves. :cool:
 
Bogus break-up, man. I am very accustomed to the single lifestyle, and I can definately say it has its perks ;)

As for smoking...try not to keep it up beyond the "punish yourself while you feel like shit" phase (heh, I remember I used to splash out on a pack of Marlboro when I had those phases, that was a big thing back then :loco: ). I've surprised myself with my cutting down this week (two packs as opposed to four) but of of course I can speak for everyone when I say how bloody awkward it is. Not that anyone needs to be told. I feel like the forum's mother now :loco:
 
Don't worry man, I was a smoker for many years so I know I won't let that spiral out of control again. My throat feels like shit and I can't breathe proper, and that was after only 3 cigs last night! o_O
 
INCREDIBLE nic buzz that first cig, yes. o_O

BWD: The Satanic Verses is quite possibly the greatest book ever written, even more than the Lord of the Rings trilogy. Fury is the most involving book I've ever read. Not the best, but I truly felt like I was in the story with that one. Rushdie is a freakin' genius man, his style just completely sucks you in.
 
NAD said:
INCREDIBLE nic buzz that first cig, yes. o_O
Eyyyyyyyyyy!!! :D It's so funny when that happens when you ain't had a puff for ages. When me and my mates were starting out we made such a fuss about it, especially the girls. Now it's a tad embaressing :tickled:
 
NAD said:
Shit yeah Mark, I feels you. Me you and JayKeeley could share about 029482304 pintes right about now (along with most of you other forum fuckers :tickled: ):loco:
Yep, count me in there as well guys. Two years ago I broke up with my girlfriend of nearly 6 years, and I know the feelings all too well. However, I've definitely grown accustomed to the "perks" of single living (constant loud music without repercussions, staying out as late as I want, traveling whenever I'm able to, going out on the drop of a dime without having to soften the blow to anyone, not having to watch reruns of Mad About You, naked chick screensavers, the list goes on and on).

Yep, of course there are definite pros of having the steady girl too, but there's definitely enough pros of being single to be able to enjoy life. When and if you do settle down, most of those types of pros disappear forever so pop open a cold one, sit back and celebrate the good things about the times ahead and cherish every single minute! Because I guarantee you NAD, you WILL meet and share your life with someone special eventually, even if it does turn out to be your ex. Party On!

:kickass: