ok, erm sorry for my recent twattishness people, havin a rough time recently, and to be honest to explain my over posting and wierd posting, its because this site is keeping me going, you guys are the most down to earth and cool people and i can relate to you in a way, my family are being total fucktards and considering i left school recently i havent seen my friends in a while, and i cant reall visit alot of them due to strict parent (dad) so im bored to fuck, im having trouble sleeping at night hence posts at 2am and 5 am. and my dads being a total prick to me, being happy to everyone and then totally acting like a cunt to me for no reason having random go's at me... PRICK and my mum yesterday said to me to have a haircut and i said no you know im growing it what the hell and she got dead arsey because she thought i wanted it how it is now (i look fucking indie or some shit) and i explained and she got the mardys and i got pissed off because its my body i have a right to do what the fuck i want to it. and my sister got arsey to because she thought id be a wierdo, and all i do is sit in my room and play guitar, are they suprised?? all they fucking do is moan and say im gna be a wierdo. fuck them. so im sorry for putting you through the misery of reading my bullshit whining. but i really look forward to reading this forum as you are all really cool people, despite arguments and what ever and i hope you all forgive me for my over posting an wierdness