The problem of "the verge of the most disruptive years" is familiar to everyone.But everyone has own way in this shit(don't say you hadn't problems
with it
).The first and the main difficulty is parent's "dumbness".You think about 10, they think about 4 and they really guess,that you think about it
too.This is the problem of parent's growing up.Often they simply cant grow at their child'sdevelopment rate.This is why the pop teenager's words(I
try do not say them, but earlier i did it sometimes) in the period are "you just can't understand me!",etc.And the truth is not only out there, it is also
very closely.I feel myself very agressive when VERY-VERY happy face of my grandma wakes me up every mourning.I understand ,that she must be
happy every mrng,cuz we all are still alive,the sun is still rises up our heads and etc,but i don't feel it.She can't understand some things,that are
very simple to me:there is no anything good or bad in the world,there are no any truly facts and such shit.But this is only the first difficulty...
The second is parent's endless childhood.Why do you think "the verge of the most disruptive years" are real?What is the border,dividing your life
to periods,there is it??It's only in your imagination.Life is full of problems and their's num grows up when you get your birthday everytime.You just
have ended a school and you must enter an university.The first your "adult" problem.And that's only the begining.What then?Nothing.You'll be just
adult child wtih many problems(what's why you want get a exellent carrier--to buy a toy for a adult child,for youselfThe policy is the great
exmpl:grown-up babies play the world game)You,me,he are not exception.This is the reason of many conflicts in families: even if your father knows
his mistake, he don't admit,cuz you're younger.Some of them can admit ,that they are not right, but what is the reason of such "adult" behavior?He
do it with thought ,that he is different to you, doing it.People don't change themself all the time.We fight with ourself everythere(have you ever had
a diet?).YOU'RE not TIED DOWN WITH A KID YOU HAD AS A TEENAGER,cuz it is not right to say it(like everything in the world).It's just time,when you want a
lot,but have nothing.Think about it simply and try to fuck stereotypes--they are the reason of our endless childhood.
All this shit is just my teenager's crazy thoughts.Sometimes i feel myself lone cyber whores . :Spin: